sijia

2011-01-26T09:45:00.002+08:00

好渴望一斷烘烘烈烈的愛情。。

好懷念戀愛的感覺。。

2011-01-25T22:55:00.000+08:00

no longer jobless.. hehe.. feeling happy.. let's pray.. pray that i'll survive there.. =)

2011-01-13T23:14:00.002+08:00

Sometimes I wonder. If one day, something happened to me and I lost all my memories.
Would I still have the same kind of feelings as I felt when similar situation occurs again.
Would my best friends come and tell me they are my best friends?
Would the one I love/ the one who love me tell me that we were once in love?

But sometimes I feel that a loss of memories is quite good.
Usually in recovering process, only selective memories will be recalled.
=)

My 感想 aft watching 下一站幸福. Haha.

=)

2011-01-07T18:40:00.002+08:00

I don't feel good.
Feeling rather lost actually.
I need time.

2011-01-07T16:57:00.002+08:00

Something needs to be done.
I need to solve this problem fast.
I wan everyone to see a new me.
A changed person.
Don feel like going over so soon
Need more time on my own.

~

2011-01-06T23:45:00.005+08:00

boo~ jus finished bathing.. recently like so enthu in blogging.. but don wanna blog at the new blog there.. so here i am.. =P ahhh~ tmr meeting boyfriend till sunday.. every fri will meet him all the way till sunday.. the thought of this makes me feel so damn sians.. firstly, bcos every week same routine, it bores me out.. secondly.. meeting him, i cannot really contact my frens.. not say guys, (anw, i don haf much contact w male frens), but worse is, when i contact w my female frens, also cannot.. not that he really said the word "cannot".. the problem is, when i receive a msg frm frens, he come kaypoh n see.. okay, if wan see, then see la.. it's okay.. but the problem is he always make unnecessary comments that make me very angry.. and it piss me off.. zZzzZzz~ so now, i ask my frens not to contact me whenever i'm w him.. bcos i don wanna shorten my lifespan by getting angry when he make those unnecessary comments abt the sms-es.. hais~ don wanna talk abt this le la..

hmmm.. i still haven found a job yet.. sians~ sometimes i also lazy to find.. lol! i login those job hunt websites for like few hrs, i see all those different jobs, see until i seh~ so many.. but none suitable lei.. either pay too low or those that need few years exp.. i don ask for much, if there's $2000 at least, i'm fine w it.. (but no sai kang pls) hope i can find a suitable job soon.. =)

2011-01-06T22:17:00.003+08:00

On the way home now. And I'm blogging in the bus. How cool. Lol! Hmmm. Actually I dunno Wat to blog Abt. Jus wanna test test. Cos Nvr use hp to blog before. But why did I blog here instead of my new blog? Good question. I dunno also. Haha. Jus feel like blogging here. Mayb cos e chance of ppl browsing the blog is lower. Perhaps nobody reads this blog except me. Haha. Guess frm now on I'll blog here instead. =p hmmm. He just left only, and I start to miss him already. How come like this lei? Hmmm. Sometimes I wonder why I always miss him so much and so often. Ohh~ and talking Abt our 'rltn' now. I also dunno how to say. Feeling strange I guess. Some of his frens already Noe i haf a Bf. =x so complicated. I feel happy when I'm being introduced as his gf. But it seems strange bcos it's like unofficial. I'm also alittle scared to be introduced as his gf. Cos I'm not confidant in myself. I'm scared that his frens will wonder, why his gf so fat and not pretty. Always sit there keep quiet and play game, so anti-social. Sometimes I feel that if one day I become prettier and Slimer, I guess I'll talk alot. Cos more confidant in myself. Even if u unintentially offend ppl, they will still forgive you bcos u r pretty. Lol! I think I'm talking crap here. But well. I really dunno when I'll get a complete makeover. And I will make him fall for me all over again. Head over heels. Haha~ ooh~ I'm reaching hm. Yay! Gtg end here. =p

2011-01-04T23:54:00.005+08:00

hi everyone.. actually i think i'm blogging for myself only.. haha~ cos this blog hadn't been in use for almost a year.. everything was updated in the new blog.. hmmm.. but i didn't delete away this old blog.. because it contains all the precious memories and wonderful moments of my life.. once every few months, (when i'm free), i will re-read each and every post starting frm June 2009 to the latest.. i still can feel that exact feeling that i had at the point of time those things happened.. be it happy/ sweet/ sad/ hurtful.. i can still remember how it felt like..

i miss those days in June and July 2009.. the most wonderful moment of my life.. i never felt so in love before.. spending time with the one i love, doing things together, looking into each other's eyes.. i melted each time i look into his eye.. those attractive eyes.. esp when he's not wearing his specs.. haha..

i would never forget the first time we met.. the whole incident.. i told him i'm working at amk, but i didn't want to tell him which part of amk, cos i'm afraid he'll come look for me.. lol.. in d end we had a bet, if he managed to find me, i'll treat him supper.. and that's our deal.. on 31st May 2009 which is my last day of work, he comb the whole amk central and hub to look for me, and indeed, he found me at my workplace.. standing at the side smiling and looking at me while i serve the customer.. aft the customer left, he came to me, and talk to me.. i could feel someone looking at me, i knew it was him, and i was like so damn shy.. didn't dare to look at him.. lol.. he gei siao, ask me abt GPS.. lol. and i laughed.. i remembered the first thing i said was, "wa, like that also can find me".. something like that.. haha..

aft that i asked him to go walk ard, and i'll meet him aft work.. i knock off at 9pm, and then i walked damn fast towards the office to sign out, so that i can go find him (scared he wait too long ma).. in d end, he called me when he saw me walking so fast, thinking that i wanna run away frm him.. haha! then aft work he wanted to send me hm.. at first i rejected, cos he wanna ride bike send me home.. nvr sit before.. it seems so scary.. haha.. but in d end he managed to persuade me.. so well, the first time sitting on a bike.. i held onto him f*ing tight.. cos i'm scared that i'll fall off.. LOL! we even shared the seat.. first time met him only, and we sit till so close.. really make me feel so shy..and worse, he ask me don hold his shoulder (cos he got injury there), ended up holding the tank there.. the position almost like hugging him.. =X lol! shy to the max..

then when reach my blk, he played a lame game with me.. cant really remember.. but something to do with the hand.. haha.. aft that intend to go hm, but then i owe him a treat.. so went up to change, and we went for supper at Eunos.. haha! he said alot of lame jokes to make me laugh.. the one that i can forget is abt the Biggest Onion in the world.. lol. =X that day was a very happy day.. =)))

aft that day, we were like meeting everyday.. went for supper.. met up w some of his frens.. also went to nice places like Cosy Bay, Keppel Bay, Yishun Dam, "initial d" that place (forget e name of the place).. those places are so damn cool.. we sat there, enjoyed the natural breeze, playing ard with each other.. chit chatting.. enjoying each other's company.. i really love those days..

another day that i would never ever forget was 12 June 2009.. that day he came to my hse to fetch me.. he had a video to show me.. the one that he created all by himself.. really very very sweet.. melted e moment i saw it.. but i bluff him that i deleted it.. and he was really very sad.. (i transfered to another folder) and he managed to find it.. lol! anw, the video was abt how we met and some photos.. and most importantly, he asked me to be him girlfriend!!!! i was so damn happy.. smiling inside my heart.. LOL! but i pretend i nvr see anything, and kept quiet.. haha..

aft tt we went to cosy bay i think.. we were sitting at the sea there.. we sat beyond the fence, which means if we nvr sit properly or if we play ard, we might fall into the sea.. lol! we chat abt our life, etc.. and he asked me to be his girlfriend again.. he even threatened to jump into the sea if i don accept him.. lol. then he act cute to me so many times.. cant stop laughing at his actions.. he always makes me smile/ laugh.. i'm always happy whenever i'm w him.. hmmm.. okay, so in d end i said okay (kena forced to say).. haha.. aft tt he was feeling unwell.. so we went somewhere to rest.. and then something happened.. i also dunno why and how it happened.. but then i felt happy.. and then he pop that same question.. and this time round, i willingly agreed.. haha.. the time was 6plus in the morning of 13 June 2009.. i would never forget.. precious memories =)))

being with him makes me feel like i'm the happiest lady in the world.. a kind of happiness that cant be explained.. i really felt sooooooooooooooooo in love.. sweeet until the ants will come.. haha.. i really really miss those days.. those wonderful moments.. i wan my sweet sweet love to be back like how it used to be.. =)))

hmmm.. all my close frens know abt this.. how much i loved him.. (even aft i haf a new relationship for more than a year..) i really cant believe that i can love someone so deep for so long.. i guess that's true love.. someone whom i really love alot.. few months ago, he came back to find me.. saying that he still loves me.. i felt so happy when i heard that.. but because i haf a boyfriend now, i cant make impulse decisions.. had been thinking abt the problem for quite long.. in d end i decided to be in a 爱昧 rltn with him, while in the meantime i think of a perfect solution.. the fact that i still love him is something that cant be changed..

the problem now is i dunno how to tell my boyfriend abt it.. because he's been a very good boyfriend for these 15 months.. i cant bear to hurt him.. i feel like a bitch.. feeling so bad.. but i cant help it.. the one i really love is my ex.. and the love is very strong and deep frm the day we met, till today.. my love for him has nvr changed at all.. i hope to settle this problem asap.. and the deadline i've set will be March 2011.. hope the problem will be solved by then..

hmmm.. i wonder whether anyone still reads my old blog? haha.. shall stop here.. gtg.. bye~ =)))

2010-06-23T00:53:00.004+08:00

ho ho ho~

i've jus re-opened this old blog for viewing..

jus in-case there are still ppl who reads my past enteries..

and fyi, this is my new blog's link.. everything will be updated there..

but i might be changing new blog soon..

so stay tuned. =)

2010-03-03T23:52:00.002+08:00

haiya.. so many projects gonna due soon..

i don't like.. 不喜欢。

=( so many projects, so little time..

gonna 加油了。

so sians..

i need entertainment~~~~~~~

2010-02-28T11:20:00.006+08:00

pic taken last week i think.. hehe..

yo people.. wa.. recently had been staying up till quite late.. and waking up rather early.. so tired.. today wanna slp alittle more.. but was woken up by dad.. ask me eat my breakfast.. he would nvr fail to do that every Sunday.. he would only wake me up.. whereas my mom n bro can still continue sleeping.. =X haha..

hmmm.. today is the last day of cny.. and mom took back her gold bracelet alr.. humph! haha.. she say i always go out till late.. later ppl snatch.. lol.. wa.. i see my March's timetable for lessons.. abt 4 to 5 days a week.. i start to zZZzZzZ seeing that timetable.. compared to Jan and Feb, which only has 3 days of school.. have to get used to the 5 days week.. on top of that, project meetings.. oh my.. might as well spend the night in school.. lol.. exaggerating.. gonna spend some time later to do research.. so many projects.. dying soon..

hmmm.. very fast, it would be april.. 9th april is the last day of sch.. aft that would be study break, followed by exams.. and by mid-may or june would be holidays.. yay!!! gonna find a job.. don wanna find ex-boss to work telemarketing le.. cos only 4 hrs a day.. after working for a mth, pay is only $500 plus.. not enough to cover up expenses.. and i have so so so many things that i wanna buy too.. =( hmmm.. gonna find a job that "tortures" me.. whahahaha! like so psycho.. hehe.. =P be looking for jobs that are normal working hours.. like 9 to 5 kinda job.. like that then have more pay.. at least enough to cover expenses.. and hopefully, help me lose some weight too...

oh ya.. that day this lecturer was talking about working life.. the business world.. etc.. told us to know more abt current affairs, financial stuff, watch CNA, CNN all that.. forbid us to watch korean drama etc.. lol.. that was when, i start thinking.. being a bachelor of marketing student, i'm supposed to be knowledgeable, business minded.. know many many things about the business world, current affairs of singapore or the world.. when talking to ppl, jus start on any topic, and amuse them. haha.. but i dunno a single thing.. oh gosh.. i feel so 无知.. going to be 21 years old alr, stepping into adulthood, and i'm still like so childish.. everything also dunno.. only noe how to slack n nua my life away on those dramas.. =X

that was also then, something came to my mind.. someone once told me, "you like always no topic to talk about".. after taking sometime to think abt it, i feel that it's quite true.. i guess is bcos i'm rather quiet by nature.. or mayb i have no topics to talk abt, cos i'm not as knowledgeable.. so nothing to share about.. =X hais.. a marketing person should be someone who interacts with people alot, and many things to share rite? jialat.. time to change for the better.. =X

ahhh.. yst met up with girl.. got the bag that her sis bought for me.. hehe.. how sweet of her.. gonna buy her somthing too.. but it will ard june.. cos i'll be working.. hehe.. =P so excited and looking forward to june.. wanna go work n earn money.. =P yawns.. watching 不良校花 on channel u.. so funny.. haha.. later then do research.. cya. =)

2010-02-20T00:19:00.007+08:00

Neoprint with my 猪猪!

*love love*

Lunar New Year 2010

2010-02-18T11:53:00.009+08:00

Dad's side

Almost everyone was here.
but not the whole family though..
it's been like so many years since we last took a family pic..
thanks to cousin's Canon. =)

ahh.. my 猪猪！hehe..

at my auntie hse 拜年
so greedy, drink 2 packet of 菊花
haha.. actually 1 is mine la. =P

uncle, auntie, mummy, papa
@ auntie hse

dinner @ chong pang

*us*
ahh.. i'm so fat. =(

Hello, my name is Forget Kee Wang Ji
hehehehehe! <3

2010-02-15T22:17:00.003+08:00

hey everyone.. lunar new year this year was good as usual.. went to both grandma hse.. went to some relative's hse to 拜年.. ate ALOT of cny goodies.. pineapple tarts.. peanut cookie.. love letters.. bak kua.. etc.. hahahahhaha! omg.. besides that.. sweet drinks.. the same eating routine goes on for every house i went. omg~ haha.

and mom was so bad.. every house she went, she tell people how fat i am.. haiya. they got eyes to see wan wat.. why must she always emphasize. haiyo! =( still tell them my weight n waist line. =X nevermind.. nxt year i shall lose weight.. and make ALL of my relatives say "u slim down already!!!" LOL! *grin* =P

hmmm.. was planning to watch 下一站，幸福.. thought today Monday got new epi uploaded.. but just now went to the website, don haf lei.. so strange.. haha.. yawns.. so tired.. shall stop here. cya. =)

Happy cny cum valentine's day! =)

2010-02-14T02:12:00.022+08:00

present for boyfriend.. a personalized calendar of year 2010..

forgot to take pic of the calendar..

box to put cake n chocs

the making of oreo cheesecake & choc

oreo cheesecake
done! =P

cornflakes with choc

at chinatown

present from boyfriend.
he made this himself! the lights all that..
hehe. =P

and this bear bear too. =)

2010-02-13T13:46:00.004+08:00

ho ho ho~ today is cny cum valentine's eve.. woke up in the morning.. then do some stuff.. feel so proud of myself.. wee~ though not very nice la.. but still looks okay i think.. hehe. =P

wa.. jus now saw ex-boss online fb.. go wish him happy cny.. and hint hint.. see whether he clinched any deal frm my calls last time.. but so sad.. none.. haha!

hmmm.. last few days i randomly saw ants on my study desk.. i was wondering why n where it came from.. until today.. i realised that it came out from...

my laptop!!! the keyboard has ants crawling out!!! eeeeeeek!!!! =X once awhile will have 1 ant crawl out to 散步.. when i wan catch, it crawl back into my keyboard. argh~ i wonder how many ants are there inside my keyboard.. ever since that day i brought my laptop to sch, it become like that.. but i don think i got any sweet stuff inside my bag lei.. so strange.. the more i think, the more disgusting it get.. yucks! =(

hmmm.. awhile more gonna bath then go grandma hse already.. renuion dinner!!! hehe =P

2010-02-13T00:18:00.002+08:00

dyed my hair.. turns out to be dark red..

not the colour that i like lei.. cos too dark le..

can only be seen under sunlight.. =(

2010-02-12T10:19:00.006+08:00

hey people.. after a few busy days, i'm back here to blog. hehe.. yesterday jus finish watching 《下一站，幸福》Epi 19.. supposed to watch on Monday but no time.. until yesterday nite.. hehe.. later will be watching the "behind the scenes" of this show.. and mayb also watch 《就想賴著妳》hehe.. =P

oh ya. i'm done with valentine's stuff.. but like abit ugly? the uncompleted one seems nicer.. oops~ =X ho ho ho~ it's the thought that counts.. tmr i'll be busy in the morning.. with some things.. hehe.. haiya. tmr wanted to meet boyfriend at my hse before we go out.. but he say wan pick me up at my grandma hse aft renuion dinner.. die also wan meet there.. i have my reason, for asking him to meet me at my hse ma.. haiyo!!! 怎么办? have to meet at my hse then can.. haiyo yo yo yo~ nevermind.. gonna think of better ways to make him meet me at my hse.. ho ho ho~ =X

ahhh.. later i'm gonna dye my hair.. hehe.. bought the hair dye last week i think.. =P hope it will turn out nice.. cannot be like last time.. dye le, when i come out of bathroom, it gave me a shock of my lifeeeeeeeeeee~ haha.. cos last time i buy abit blonde de.. then after i dye, it came out super bright.. lucky it was during my holidays.. i was looking for part time job then.. with that kinda ghim moh, i was like sians.. where will ppl hire a gal with so bright de hair to work (for office job).. but i was rather surprised that i got an admin job, and i was like confirmed on that very day of my interview.. haha.. cannot blame la.. mayb my face look guai.. so that ghim moh doesn't affect anything.. hehe.. oh ya.. and i was also surprised that my mummy nvr scold me for dying such colour.. she only say i siao zar bor.. face so fat, still dye so bright.. haiyo.. not i wan de ma.. bo bian.. haha..

here's the pic..
October 2008.. haha..
the actual one was brighter than the pic one..
cos my camera lousy. haha!

yawns.. so tired.. haha.. gonna google some things regarding tmr.. ho ho ho~ first time doing.. 我的第一次.. omg. hahaha! stay tuned~

*note:
haiyo! my girl thought the "第一次" refers to something sexual. LOL! just to clarify.. the "第一次" is something that i wanna make as part of the valentine's surprise. sorry ahh.. sometimes my girls will think "out of the box" wan.. haha..

2010-02-08T22:46:00.000+08:00

生病。 =(

2010-02-07T09:46:00.006+08:00

yawns~ i jus woke up few hours ago.. but like still tired.. haha.. recently like keep going out.. almost everyday.. really tiring.. first few days of the week went bugis for 3 consecutive day.. lol.. like siao rite.. go there so many times.. but was damn happy.. cos i bought clothings.. hehe.. got dress.. got jeans..

cny clothing's expenses sponsored by mummy.. ho ho ho~ $100 only.. not enough sia.. but better than nothing lo.. wan ask for more, but kana scolded.. =X hais.. if only i was working~ hahahahaha.. then i'll be rather rich.. can buy more things.. and sponsor her clothing instead.. i can't forget the way i used to spend my money whenever i take my pay when i worked.. the feeling of spending money like water is like so shiok.. don need to think.. just buy.. hahahhahahaa.. and i ended up buying useless thing which i don't even use aft buying.. impulse purchase.. the sad part is that i don't save at all.. =X

hahahah. sometimes i wish i was working, rather than schooling.. got money spend.. and become so tired and stress until i lose weight.. that's the best part.. i remember i had to keep pulling up my jeans, bcos it's too loose.. but now, it's so tight.. omg.. that same pair of jeans.. oops~ haha.. but then when i'm working for some time alr.. i would feel too shag and tired.. no time rest.. and that was then, i wish i was schooling.. take allowance.. go sch.. at hm shake leg.. but have to scrimp n save for everything.. =X so poor thing.. hahhaha..

oh ya.. valentine's day is coming.. same day as cny.. lol.. i'm still thinking of ideas for valentine's.. i thought of something though.. it's done already.. but not enough.. i need more.. haha.. still thinking~ wa.. the coming week will be a very busy week for me.. today and tmr have to spend some time brainstorming ideas for project discussion.. tues to thurs project meeting.. fri will be free.. gonna be busy with valentine's stuff.. saturday will be going grandma's hse for renunion dinner.. wee~ love the steamboat n abaloneeeeeeee. lol.. aft that will be meeting boyfriend.. and the next day will be cny!!! ang baosssssssssss~ here i comeeeeeeeeeee~ =P

2010-02-03T12:11:00.004+08:00

time passes so fast. end of this year will be my turn to celebrate my 21th birthday. so i was thinking.. it's abt 10 months more, before dec comes.. so i shall work hard to lose weight before my birthday.. hopefully i can lose 10kg.. if not 5kg also not bad.. so it means that i have to lose at least 1kg every month.. will i be able to do that? hmmm....... in order for me to fulfill my wish.. can u all kindly remind me abt my 减肥plan, whenever u see me eating, etc.. haha.. 多谢! =P

2010-02-03T11:05:00.001+08:00

chinese/lunar new year is coming. so happy! hahahah!

2010-02-01T23:25:00.003+08:00

i'm so so so happy today. because i bought quite a few dresses.. and amazingly, those are free size, and i can fit in. but mom say those dresses become/ look shorter because of my BIG buttock. humph! so sad.. haha.. but at least i got clothes to wear for cny le.. so happy.

oh ya. and today i was eating the whole day.. from the time i went out, till the time i go home.. all thanks to my aunties and uncle.. damn heavy lunch and dinner.. we had jap bento set, rojak, popiah, tau sar piah for lunch. dinner was a variety of food shared among us, plus chwee kueh n durian.. oh gosh.. why am i always eating non-stop.. ahhh.. and jus now my auntie say my face very big. hais!!! so sad lo.. my face used to be smaller few years ago.. haha.. why must it become so fat now? the fats shld have gone somewhere else ma..

haha.. then yst was spring cleaning my room the whole day.. shag~ from abt 10am to abt 6pm.. pengs~ window was the one that i spent most time on.. damn dusty.. and i think that's the reason why i caught a flu.. =( hmmm.. i also changed the arrangement of my room.. so that it is more comfortable for me. can lie on bed watch tv and use com.. haha.. but mummy they all say the new arrangement was ugly. =X but who cares? as long as i'm comfortable can alr.. cos i'm the only one sleeping there wat.. no mehs.. haha..

sat went out w uni frens.. aft tt went to the stage performance.. our fren acted so well.. was impressed by her acting.. the other part of the stage performance, i feel like sleeping.. oops. aft performance we all parted.. decided to go home.. but was feeling alittle hungry.. so ring up honey to see if she wants to go for some prata @ my hse opp.. so i met her at her blk w her boy first.. her boy is so cute.. hehehe.. =P feel like bringing him home.. haha..

aft tt went for prata.. i cant help but laugh, whenever i saw that prata man.. me n honey gave him a nickname called 笨笨.. cos we went there a few times.. i remember 2 or 3 times, and he overcharged us.. lucky we got calculate the amount.. haha. then he always like act blur or really gong gong.. then keep smiling.. and he is always so lame.. lol.. bth.. then aft prata, sent honey n her boy back.. kiss her boy goodbye, and walked home..

as i was waiting for the traffic light.. some crazy ppl in the lorry was shouting "小姐".. so i was like, who the hell so noisy.. then i turn to see.. aft tt turn back.. then there they go, again. "小姐，小姐，在用电话的小姐".. then i heck care them.. no culture de hooligans.. =X aft tt finally green light.. so i just faster cross the rd.. then they shout again, "你妈妈没有跟你讲过马路不要用电话吗?".. i pretended not to hear.. and after that their lorry drove past, and they shouted "cheebye!".. i was like.. dots.. feel like scolding them back "kan ni nah". but i didn't.. cos i'm a demure lady.. not hooligan.. haha.. =X

hmmm.. then fri was supposed to meet boyfriend. because that's the only day of the week that both of us is free.. but i promised mom to go out w her to buy some cny stuff. so cancel outing w boyfriend.. in the end, it rained, and we didn't go out.. so night time met boyfriend, as he wanted to buy some cny clothing.. aft that went fish market to eat.. nice food.. haha.. it was his dinner.. but it was my supper.. first time eat so so so much for supper. =X aft that he sent me home before meeting his frens..

hmmm.. this week seem rather busy.. haha.. so many occasions and events coming up.. feeling so tired.. i'm off to watch my drama now.. cya. =P

2010-01-30T14:23:00.003+08:00

hmmm.. recently like blog quite often..

cos i'm so bored.. don't seem to have any shows to watch.. only mondays then i will have to show to watch. cos that's the only time they upload the new epi.. only once a week..

hmmm.. the weather now is so windy.. i love that.. but it looks like its gonna rain soon.. please don't rain man.. cos later i'll be meeting frens soon.. reach le still need to walk.. no shelter.. hais.. lazy bring umbrella.. so heavy.. haha..

oh ya.. and i was still thinking whether to dye my hair before cny.. i think i will go buy L'Oréal hair dye.. cos that's the brand that i trust.. haha.. i'm brand loyal.. previously i tried another brand.. and i don really like that.. L'Oréal is still the best.. wee~

recently there seem to be so many events/ occasions coming up.. expenses keep going up, yet there's no revenue.. i'm getting way too broke.. oh gosh. mayb i need to get a part time job? but i'm so damn lazy.. and i don't think i have time.. haha.. how i hope there will be a day where the sky rain money.. lol..

i'm so looking forward to cny.. to eat reunion dinner and get ang baossssssssssssssssss~ hehe. =P

but aft cny will be so stress and busy i guess. cos it's project period.. oooh la la~ may god/ guan yin ma bless me.. =)

off to bath and prepare to go out.. wee~

2010-01-29T13:16:00.003+08:00

this song is so cool.. love the continous shots at the chorus.. and i remembered long time ago, honey told me that time she ask the deejay @ club, and she was told that the song was called "toilet".. LOL. she still tell me dunno isit the "shots" refer to the flushing of toilet bowl.. so funny.. but lucky aft tt she get the correct song title..

hmmm.. suddenly miss those tequila shots.. those martel.. chivas.. vodka.. those late night outings.. it's been such a long time since i went pub or club.. haha.. honey had been asking me to go club every wed ever since few months ago. but i always told her see how or "next week".. but my "next week" always nvr come.. oops. haha.. i dunno why, i always feel so lazy.. and somemore, i go club is to drink, not to dance.. cos i dunno how to dance.. but honey wants to dance.. haha.. so always go to dance floor, and i stone there.. or make some stupid move.. oops. haha.. another thing is that i don't seem to have any nice clothings to wear to club.. if only i were slimer.. then can wear sexy sexy dresses..

lol.. the day i become slim, i would go and put ang gong on the back of my shoulder and my arm.. damn cools ehhs.. cos when wear spag all that can see ma.. shiok ahh.. then can also wear bikini go beach tanning.. hahaha! song bo.. but i think that day will never come.. cos it seems so difficult to lose weight.. unless i go work.. then will be busy and wont eat or eat lesser.. then can lose weight le.. haha..

hmmm.. saying until clothes rite.. for cny.. so far i only bought a red top and a denim skirt.. later will be out with mom.. so might be buying another set of clothings.. that day went bugis, i saw a dress.. free size de, and yet i can wear.. so amusing rite.. haha.. but then that was black colour.. how to wear for cny? i don wan give old ppl bad impression.. and somemore that was sleeveless.. can see my flabby arms. omg~ and that dress doesn't go well with cardigens.. cnt hide my fats.. so decided not to buy.. haha. mom had been constantly telling me "don't eat until so fat, later cny no clothes wear." lol..

yawns.. i'm getting more n more tired.. dunno wat time mom wants to go out.. feeling so sleepy.. don't feel like going out.. haha..

hmmm.. later mayb buy hair dye too? hehe.. feel like dying some purplish or redish brown.. i wan those colours that are quite obvious that you dyed yr hair.. haha.. later then see how ba.. shall stop here.. yawns..

2010-01-27T10:31:00.003+08:00

everything happened too sudden.. 一切發生得太突然了。。。

2010-01-24T11:13:00.004+08:00

here are other nice thai songs.. =)

This song is damn sweet.. she keep calling the one she love "sweetheart".. hahaha..

This songs sounds abit like one of the chinese song lei.. haha..

This song damn sad.. breakup song.. from sweet sweet love to breakup..

This song is abt love triangle.. between someone who loves her, and someone whom she love. but sad thing is that, before she gets to decide who she wants to be with, she met with an accident.. =(

This is nice too.. =)

2010-01-23T23:49:00.004+08:00

hmmm.. these few days had been rather crazy over techno songs and thai songs.. especially thai song.. hahahha.. and i'm super addicted to this song.. the one i uploaded here is not the original one.. because i prefer this version.. this is the performance of a malaysian band.. i feel that the keyboardist is rather cool. the other songs she sang are nice too.. haha.. jus now my cousin saw my msn nick (the thai song title), then she pm me.. "u also chiong thai disco ah?" lol.. then i told her that i'm just addicted to that song.. never went thai disco before.. she say nxt time can bring me go.. hehe.. =P

2009-12-30T13:53:00.009+08:00

oh my.. i was looking at all my pictures.. and i realised i had a hamburger face.. sob sob.. so chubby.. =X eeeeek.. and comparing to my old pic taken few months ago.. and those taken few years ago.. drastic changes.. omg~ faints~ last time when i look into the mirror, at least wont get shocked.. now i look in the mirror, kns.. =X ho ho ho~ so sad.. sigh.. and worse thing of all.. boyfriend knows my weight le.. omg omg omg~ argh~~~~

this pic was taken earlier this year

this also

this too

and this

this was few years back.. slimer rite.. ho ho ho~ =X

ahhh.. this too

hais.. last time much slimer hors? =( sob sob.. so sadddddddddddd~~~ hahaha.. ahhh.. jus now was looking at this website that my fren gave me.. selling coach bags etc.. cheaper than in store de.. mayb i'll save money and buy.. heheheh.. but must wait very very long le.. cos the pay that i took few days ago is gone le.. went to do rebonding.. and guess wat? my hair doesn't look like it's rebonded.. so sad.. and it cost me $130.. =(( humph! waste my money.. if i noe, then i wont go rebond.. rather use the money buy "ah tiong" iPhone.. cos abt $130 too.. cos my uncle bought it.. not bad lei.. got tv.. ho ho ho~ mayb i'll save money to buy that too.. hope police wont catch me.. =X hahahahah!

2009-12-29T22:16:00.000+08:00

the year 2010 is coming soooooooooooooooooon! =)

2009-12-27T23:50:00.002+08:00

so bored.. hmmm.. sometimes feel that my life is just so so so boring.. other people's life seems to be so colourful and interesting.. lol.. seems like my life is getting more n more life-less.. oh my.. let's put a stop to the boredom. ho ho ho~

but then sometimes i'm so so so lazy.. always lazing ard at hm.. watch drama.. music videos.. listen songs.. do some stalking.. read some blogs.. eat some junks.. bitch w my girls on msn or sms.. and there goes my day.. ahhhh.. seems so life-less.. lol..

hmmm.. but coming week shall be busy ba.. guess i'll be meeting up w my girls.. then the week aft will be starting sch.. my gosh.. time passes of fast.. don wanna start sch.. =( projects will be thrown to us soon.. n will be piling up.. =( sians.. but no choice.. who ask me to choose to continue my studies, when i could choose to start working aft my diploma.. haha. =X

sians ahhh~~

=(

2009-12-27T02:02:00.008+08:00

i was searching for some cantonese songs.. and i thought of the singer 侧田 (Justin Lo).. now i'm so in love with him.. i mean his songs.. lol.

there's one song he sang at a concert.. he sang my other idol, Alex Fong de song.. sounds so strange.. prefer the original sang by Alex.. sounds more romantic.. Justin sang till so scary..

hahahaha.. but then his other songs were nice.. =P hmmm.. seems like i have many idols frm hong kong de.. partly bcos i love cantonese song.. and party bcos of Edison Chen? hahahaha.. my first hong kong idol.. love them!

do scroll the music player.. the whole list are Justin's songs! lol.. =)

2009-12-25T14:02:00.005+08:00

today is christmas! but how come i don't feel the christmas atmosphere? it doesn't feel like christmas to me.. later i'll be heading to grandma's place.. usual routine for christmas every year.. night time will be meeting boyfriend..

hais.. suddenly don't feel like going anywhere today.. feel like staying at home.. and rot away this christmas.. hmmm.. was thinking of many many things.. i guess there's a need to have a heart-to-heart talk about some things with boyfriend.. there's many thing i need to ask.. clarify.. many doubts.. at times i wonder.. is it right for us to be together at the point of time when we were both heart broken due to past relationship.. have we heal from the past, when we decided to be together.. we were once so sweet n happy with our past rltn.. followed by a sudden breakup.. and when two heart broken ppl met, love blossom? is that considered love? or more like a substitute? if we were to break up now.. who will be the one that you'll miss.. her or me? do u truely love me? or just a smoke screen to hide tha fact that u still love her.. a one month plus rltn can make me so sad alr.. not say the 1yr 7mth rltn of u n her.. i don think it's that easy to get over.. would it be better than we become single and go on with our own life.. and let time heal everything.. i feeling so down now.. hais. mix feelings? i dunno.. sigh.. these 2months.. are we lying to ourselves that we truely love each other? 我们在自欺欺人吗？

2009-12-25T00:35:00.001+08:00

Merry Christmas! =)

2009-12-20T01:28:00.003+08:00

just now pei honey go to cc.. aft that bought our dinner to her hse eat..

spent some time with her boy.. he is so so so cute! and he love to kiss me on the lips.. hehe. =P

then honey did manicure for me foc.. nice! any ladies wan do manicure tell me.. i give u her number.. and shun bian ask for discount.. lol..

took some pix as well.. will post those pix aft she send me..

time to go slp..

nites~ =P

2009-12-19T11:56:00.003+08:00

i'm so so so bored! woke up at 8plus.. damn early.. cos i slept early last nite.. now i got nth to do.. so i'm here to blog.. i've run out of dramas n movies to watch.. yst nvr go work.. stayed at hm watch movie n million singer on the net.. hahahah.. my laptop is so so so hot.. time to buy a laptop cooler..

jus now my love msg me, said she woke up at 4plus then went to queue for the dunno wat korean band de tix.. siao zar bor.. frm 5am queue till now.. =X sot liao. nvr will i do such things.. lol.. and somemore, she's not sure whether she will be free on that day for the concert or dunno wat thing.. lol..

hmmm.. i've been tgt with boyfriend for more than 2months.. but i don seem to be blogging abt him much.. hahahaha! i shall blog abt him now.. he's a real gd boyfriend.. he treat me like a little princess.. he dotes on me alot.. and always give in to me.. thou we don't meet up often, but our relationship is going on well.. agreed with wat my girls said.. don meet up so often, then relationship will last longer.. frequent meet up might cause conflict.. and aft sometime, might get sick of the other party.. then drift apart n followed by break up.. lol..

ahhhh.. i'm thinking of where to rebond my hair nxt week.. my budget for rebonding is $100plus.. i don't wan too ex de lei.. cnt afford.. lol. =X any suggestion? hmmm.. i also wan to buy digital weighing scale.. so that i can keep track of my weight.. the one at my hse, not gd de.. not accurate.. any idea how much it cost? heard that Watson got sell.. heheheh.. nxt week i shall go and buy..

ho ho ho~ nxt week is xmas le.. so fast.. hehehhee.. but recent years de doco on the roads are not nice de.. =( no xmas mood.. haha.. on xmas, will be watching the Alvin movie w boyfriend.. think the show will be nicer than part one de.. hehe..

wa.. now raining.. so sians.. so bored.. nothing to do.. tv also no show.. =( i'm rotting soooooooooooooon~ i wan boyfriend to wake up NOW! and bring me go out.. whahahhahhahaha~ but i don think so.. he slept at 4am.. and he will only be awake in the late afternoon or evening time.. =X

zZZzzzzZZZzZzzZz~

2009-12-18T10:00:00.005+08:00

i'm sick! had a bad flu.. =(

was thinking whether to go to work later on.. it's not that i'm too weak to go work.. (anw, it's only 4hrs..) but the only concern is that if i go to work, will the person over the phone hear me? if cannot hear me, then i cnt fix any appt, then jialat le.. cos the person cannot understand wat i'm trying to say..

hmmm.. last week there was this guy asking me, "i can't hear you clearly, you haf a blocked nose izit?".. then i was like.. "erm.. ya..".. =X so damn paisay.. hahaha.. anw, in d end, i still managed to get appt frm him.. =P

hohoho~ should i go work? if don't go, then 1day's pay gone~~~~~~~ =(

after thinking so loooooooooooooooong.. i decided to take leave today..

there goes my $28~~~~~~~~~ =(

2009-12-13T11:46:00.000+08:00

yesterday was my birthday.. hehe.. thanks to everyone who wished me happy birthday.. =P

hmmm.. so yst celebrated my birthday with boyfriend. haha.. he came to my hse with a birthday cake.. so we went up to my hse and eat the cake first.. after two months tgt with boyfriend, it's only the first time that mom met him.. then there she goes again~ ask this ask that.. =X bth.. then when boyfriend took out a lighter to light up the candle, mom ask him whether he smoke.. =X hahaha.. not everyone who brings lighter is a smoker! and somemore lighter is need to light up the candle, of cos will bring de ma.. duh..

after eating then headed to cityhall.. wanted to haf dinner first, but was too full aft eating the cake.. so we went to walk ard lo.. then boyfriend say bring me go singapore flyer! yay! the nite time scenery is nice.. the lights.. the atmosphere... basically everything.. =P we took quite alot of pix.. hehe.. then inside the flyer, boyfriend gave me my birthday present.. a necklace carved with my name. hehe! i like it alot. =P

then after flyer, i wanted to take neoprints.. i remember long time ago there's neoprint booth at marina sq.. but then like close down long ago, n i didn't realise.. haha.. so no choice.. nxt time then take..

by then, it's alr 9plus.. damn hungry.. so went to haf dinner.. at new york.. the food was nice.. eat until damn full.. hahahah! =X oh ya.. and the staff inside the kitchen there was like quarreling so loud.. then the manager go inside n scold.. lol! and actually we wanted to take many pix when eating.. but then the table behind seems to be "calefare".. take pix, can see their face wan.. hahaha! lucky their table is behind boyfriend.. not behind me.. so behind me, there's no "calefare".. hahaha!

aft dinner then hm sweet hm.. no matter how late, boyfriend nvr fail to send me hm.. =) i reached hm at 11.30pm.. while he reach hm at 12.30am.. hahaha!

yesterday was a tiring, yet happy day for both of us. thanks boyfriend, for making my 20th birthday so special. =)

pix will be uploaded in facebook aft boyfriend send me.. =P

2009-12-04T00:03:00.002+08:00

christmas is coming!

ho ho ho~

santa clause is coming to town~~~

2009-11-29T19:25:00.005+08:00

My Love My Fate- 衛蘭Janice

my love my fate

you will fade away

以後隔天與地

I love I hate I'll miss you always

我永遠亦愛你

太美好的東西　會走

還未愛夠了你　怎放手

從來不肯假想　失去你那感受

我這對腳　怎麼走

從來並未練習過溫柔

遲學你或已經沒法接受

然後你會說我跟她分左與右

誰希罕造種手拖手

my love my fate

you will fade away

再沒有戀愛味

I love I hate I'll always be afraid

永遠也害怕你

我要首先講聲　我走

還是愛到你說　請你走

如果講一聲　請照顧　我感受

我最怕你講出口

從來並未練習過溫柔

遲學你或已經沒法接受

然後你會說我跟她分左與右

誰希罕造種手拖手

下次開心已要靠自己

下次頂多飾演好知己

其實再次見你　真需要　靠演技　也要你我好心地

my love my fate

you will fade away

過去當做看戲　世界當沒有你

Ooh......

2009-11-28T13:07:00.001+08:00

hmmm.. i seem to be gaining weight every few months.. omg.. and i feel so disgusted when i look into the mirror. =X i guess it's time to lose some weight.. i wan to go back to the time where i wasnt so fat.. the weight tt i had the last few years.. haha.. mayb i shld find some time to go gym and exercise. ZzzZzZZz~~~ and also eat less.. =X lol..

2009-11-28T11:06:00.002+08:00

hmmm.. i started working on 23rd nov.. decided to work until 23dec.. jus nice a mth.. to be exact is only 22days. haha.. i'm working only 4hrs a day, 5days a week. but dunno why i still feel tired everyday. and time seems to pass by so sloooooooowly during tt 4hrs.. mayb bcos now there ain't any TM ard.. so was feeling rather bored.. i hope more TM come n work.. then i wont be aloneeeeeeeeeee~ haha.. or mayb bcos there's nth to be looking forward to aft work.. life seem to be so monotonous and boring..

ahhhh~ omg~ it's been such a long time tt i went shopping.. yep yep. i mean shopping.. not window shopping.. haha.. i had so many things tt i wanted to buy. i need to buy my cosmetics.. perfume.. a bag.. a camera tt has rotating lcd or lens.. i need to rebond and dye my hair.. cos it looks like lion when i let down my hair.. i also need some entertainment time with my wives.. movies.. singing.. eating.. and blah blah blah.. =X all these have to wait till end of Dec aft pay day. and i really need to save up. if not i'll go broke again, jus like now.. =(

ahhhh~ and recently had been rather crazy over Etude House.. esp their "door gift". =X whahahaas~ the things they sold there r nice too.. i shall buy my cosmetics n stuff there aft pay day. =P i need eye liner, mascara, blusher, mask, moisturiser, blah blah blah~~~~~~~~~~

hmmm.. i'm wondering when will our exams results be out.. cos i'm scared tt i fail.. omg~ cos all "last min hug buddha leg".. and mayb i din hug the leg tight enuf.. tts y all 4 modules buang~ =X hais~~~

lazy to blog le.. cya. =P

2009-11-21T19:37:00.005+08:00

i love December.

because there's two BIG day.

first is my birthday.

following up is xmas.

i'm looking forward. =P

2009-11-13T23:17:00.005+08:00

today is BLACK FRIDAY! friday the 13th.. but nothing bad happened today.. lol.. except tt i was nearly late for my job interview.

ahhhh.. it's been a mth since i last blog. hmmm.. so wat actually happened for the month of oct.. i got a boyfriend on ten ten nine. quite a nice date. haha.. and aft tt was study break.. cos exams was end of oct.. but i nvr study at all during the study break. i started studying the first paper only 1 or 2 days b4 the exam.. and studied the subsequent module that was coming up only after the previous one was over.. i really got no mood to study. i feel that i didn't put in my best effort.. my heart n soul wasn't there.. i also dunno noe why.. mayb.. i'm thinking abt some other things.. so cnt concentrate.. hais.. during exams, for all 4 papers, many questions i didn't know how to do.. i had a strong feeling tt i will fail at least 1 module.. or worse still, fail all. =X this is the worst exams of all, that i've taken so far.. anw, it's over, so let's not brood over tt.. haha..

so aft exams was nov alr.. first day of holiday, i jiu start to apply for jobs online le.. cos i'm broke like dunno wat.. got to find a job soon. went for interview on second day of holidays.. and frm that day onwards, i'm like gg for interiew almost everyday.. was rather suay.. long time nvr wear heels.. so when i wore, my toe got blisters.. when i walk past the drain, heels got stuck.. on the way to interview i dunno why i took the wrong side of train.. not tt i dunno which side.. jus tt i happened to board the wrong side one.. lol.. and i was late for interview yst.. and tt left a bad impression. today almost late for interview.. lucky i reach on time. =X

was damn tired.. cos this week i'm out everyday for whole day. and wearing heels walking ard. then got blisters. =( i shall poke tt cute little bubble there.. and let the water come out. whahahahaas. =X

hais.. dunno when then got job.. if by this week no job, then i go back last time de company work.. cos met the boss twice, and he said wan to hire me. whahahaahha~ i told him i will contact him if i cnt find job. =X cos i'm avoiding telemarketing job.. but if bo bian, no other job, i jiu go bck work for him. =P i miss my "tai tai" lifestyle..so long nvr spend $ le.. cos when i work, then i got $ spend.. if nvr work, jiu broke.. like now.. cnt buy thing.. cnt eat ex food.. wan go out also difficult.. lol..

ahhh.. and a piece of "gd news".. recently measured my height n weight.. dunno why, i like bcum shorter le.. shrink le? =X lol.. and then i gained weight.. so damn freaking sad! hais. getting fatter n fatter. eeeek! i wan jian fei! tt day met a long time no see fren. then say nearly cnt recognize me. cos i fat alot. wth! =X lol..

haha.. shall blog till here la.. will update soon ba? see how lo.. =)

2009-10-14T16:39:00.002+08:00

I dedicate this song to all my 老婆 =)

i love u all! hehe.

2009-10-12T23:00:00.001+08:00

oh my. 2 more weeks jiu start exams le. and i have NOT touch any of my notes or textbooks. omg. my classmates r all chiong-ing. but i'm slacking everyday. =X hahahahas. gonna start revising soon. i don wanna fail n repeat.. =P

2009-10-08T13:32:00.006+08:00

it seems like everyone is playing a love game.

i wanna play a love game too.

i forgot the meaning of "love"

只要不讨厌就已经足够了

被爱是幸福的

2009-10-02T01:01:00.003+08:00

yay! it's now holidays!

ehhhs. no.. study break i mean..

26th oct then start first paper.. so now can slack abit first i think.. lol..

damn lots of notes n tb materials to study.. cui~

anw. i'm alr looking forward to my real holidays.. which is aft 9th nov..

gonna enjoy till ki siao~ =P

esp dec. i wanna spend xmas w the one i love..

and i hope i will.. =X wahhahahahas~

2009-09-22T01:38:00.007+08:00

cute rite? (i mean the Minnie Mouse) wahahahas~ =P

hehehe~ =P

ho ho ho~

act cute! =P

frens ard me who had fallen out of love, are falling bck into love again. and getting on with their life. they are happy with the ones who love them more than they do.. i should move on too.. 被爱是幸福的。爱一个比你爱他多的人，就不会受到伤害了。=)

2009-09-19T14:14:00.003+08:00

hmmm.. last few days msg him.. ask him think until how le.. he said the same thing.. to be frens.. that was the fouth time he said tt.. i dunno why i can be so thick skin to keep asking, keep trying, still holding on.. and yet get the same ans frm him.. i ask my honeeeeeeeeeeeey.. why mus i be so "yao gui" everytime.. he said so clearly, so many times le, but i still don get it.. hais.. 丢了女人的脸。=X hais. i'm very very sad.. 心很痛, 很痛. but no choice.. it's been 2 months since we broke up.. within these 2 months, i've been trying all ways, but to no avail.. since he said until like that le.. then i think it's really time for me to let go and forget abt him.. 该是时侯放弃你了。

anw.. there is this guy.. who claims to like/ love me.. but i don think there's any progress in this.. lol.. =X seriously.. i hope there is some progress gg on.. ehhhs.. at least make me feel sweet sweet.. lovey dovey.. then can forget him faster.. LOL. =X so far, the sweetest was to come to my sch to give me herbal tea n longenzes. xie xie. =P

2009-09-12T01:33:00.002+08:00

每当我想起你, 我的心就会觉得很痛, 很痛。我真的很想你。你几时才会回到我的身边呢?

2009-09-08T20:57:00.008+08:00

today b4 gg sch

omg~ like so flat-chested. =X lack of nutrition. LOL!

last few days

last week

last few days

i wonder whether he saw the long para tt i wrote.. i wonder how he felt on tt day when we met.. i wonder whether he has finish thinking abt our problem n whether to come back to me..

yst my girl was chatting with me on msn.. abt my relationship thing.. she ask whether i wan to hear her comments.. i say yep.. and she then said she don wan waste her breath to tell me.. cos she say le also no use.. lol.. =X

today i chat with a married fren of mine.. she told me tt the relationship i had was more of a puppy love.. i ask her how to differentiate.. and she said puppy love is when u jus noe the person not long then love until like wanna die, aft some time the feeling will fade.. mayb his feeling for me is like tt.. but my feelings for him is not just tt.. i'm very sure.. hais.. mayb we r really not suitable ba.. but all i noe is that i'm very happy whenever i'm with him..

hmmm.. anw.. i hadn't been blogging abt my life ever since he left.. or ever since we drifted apart.. =X honeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeyyyyyyyyyyy wanted me to blog.. she nag at me a few times le.. haha..

so basically.. everyday was like a routine.. wakeup then slack. had lunch. go sch. aft sch go hm. bath n eat.. slack n do project.. slp.. then nxt day le.. time pass quite fast actually.. b'cos of the odd timing.. 3.30-6.30pm =X

this week had been rather busy.. went sch early for project.. sometimes stay back aft sch continue doing. reach hm continue to do.. =X wa.. then tt day went to 3 malls to check out some details. and i walk until my leg like gg to break. damn tired. lol.. the deadlines for the 4 projects are 15, 18, 24, 28 of Sep.. go buy Toto if u wan.. strike le muz share with me hor.. =X haha. so 28 is the last day of sch.. aft tt is holiday.. ehhhhs.. wait wait wait.. it should be called "Study Break".. haha.. not holiday.. then somewhere in oct or nov will be EXAMSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.. omg~ =X sian diao.. then aft exams will be official HOLIDAYSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!! YAY! hahaha~ =P

hadn't been gg out to 看世界.. bcos of the busy schedule.. another reason was too poor to go out.. broke for few months le.. damn jialat.. feel like finding a job during holidays.. but i think i'm lazy.. ho ho ho~

okay.. i think i had blog quite alot abt my lifeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~ so honeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeyyyyyyyyyyy.. don nag at me le.. hehe.. =P love you. muacks!

2009-09-05T22:28:00.010+08:00

he gave me this. and i folded it into a heart. to keep inside my wallet. =)

it's only 2 days.. and i miss u so much... i wonder how long u would need to think over.. actually i've alr lose hope on chances of patching up.. because u don give a damn when i tried so many times to get u bck.. and u told me exactly the same thing 3 times.. hais.. as time goes by, i no longer anticipate for your msg or call.. because i noe tt u would not contact me anymore..

but last few days u suddenly msg me.. i was really surprised.. and of cos, i'm happy. and jumping with joy.. i was even happier when u wanted to meet up with me.. aft so long.. thurs finally meet up.. i feel very happy.. to see u.. to chat with u.. to play and joke ard with u.. really sweet.. even thou u keep saying i fat alot le.. and keep comparing my photos and actual size.. between last time n now.. i'm still happy.. the way we chat and joke ard.. it is as if we were bck to the time when we wasnt tgt yet..

when we reach hm.. i ask u on msn.. how u felt when we hug.. u told me u could feel it.. the love and miss i have for u.. u told me u was sad when we broke up.. u told me tt u still love me when we break up.. then why must we break up since we still love each other? and i really couldn't understand why we break up, when we didn't even quarrel at all.. no miscommunications.. no misunderstanding.. no third party.. (or mayb i dunno?).. practically.. not even once did we quarrel..

we were sweet and loving.. until those days.. where u slowly fade away.. lesser sms.. lesser call.. busy with work.. busy with fren.. no time for me.. until u sold bike.. not much meet up.. don really care abt me even when i'm very very sick.. tt was then our problem came.. when i told u all these.. u wanted to solve this problem.. and u chose the break up option.. hais.. if i nvr told u these problems.. mayb we wouldn't have broke up?

thurs.. aft meeting him.. in msn.. he told me.. he is thinking abt our problem.. on where goes wrong.. hais.. and was thinking of whether to patch up with me.. he ask me to give him a few days to think.. all the while i have been waiting for him. he has been thinking abt the problem for almost 2 mths.. hais.. i really dunno how long more he will take.. few days? few weeks? few months? few years? i feel very sad and 辛苦.. i've been waiting for so long.. i started to anticipate for his sms and call again.. everytime i will standby my hp.. when a msg comes, i will think whether it is him.. hais..

if only i could be like other ppl.. break up le jiu suah.. find other guys.. do some things to forget past rltn.. but i cant bring myself to do it.. it seems difficult for me.. hais.. i really love u and miss u alot.. mayb u don love me as much ba? don't u remember the video u made for me? u said tt u r sure tt u wan to be with me.. u said tt u wanted to take care of me for the rest of my life.. u promised to be a gd boy.. but u r not! u left me all alone!

all i can do now.. is to wait.. hais.

2009-08-26T00:19:00.014+08:00

do i look like.... erm..

this festival de.. ... ...

hahahahah. =X

the hp i'm using now. the camera sucks. not gd de. haha.

damn bo liao.

hahahahhahaha.

ho ho ho~

hehehehe.

hahahaha. i like to tie my hair like this. =P

make-up done by honey. =P

sometime ago..

today on my way to sch.. i suddenly recall abt something. "how do superman fly?" and i started smiling to myself on the bus. oh gosh.. imagine how idiotic i looked! lucky no one saw.. i guess? lol. hmmm.. recently i've been attracted to some guys.. i think i like them. after chatting with them, i feel some-how happier.. ho ho ho! but then like and love is different.. i still love him alot.. miss him so much! hais.. i wish i could get over him soon..

2009-08-13T11:39:00.006+08:00

爱我的人和我爱的人

盼不到我爱的人

我知道我愿意再等

疼不了爱我的人

片刻柔情它骗不了人

我不是无情的人

却将你伤的最深

我不忍我不能

别再认真

忘了我的人

离不开我爱的人

我知道爱需要缘分

放不下爱我的人

因为了解他多么认真

为什么最真的心

碰不到最好的人

我不问我不能

拥在怀中

直到他变冷

爱我的人为我痴心不悔

我却为我爱的人甘心一生伤悲

在乎的人始终不对

谁对谁不必虚伪

爱我的人为我付出一切

我却为我爱的人流泪狂乱心碎

爱与被爱同样受罪

为什么不懂拒绝痴情的包围

today supposed to be our 2mths tgt.. hais.. it's alr 3 weeks since he left.. i miss him so much..

2009-08-07T00:16:00.004+08:00

hais.. i just cant stop my tears from flowing.. jus now he came to find me.. and again.. he told me the same thing.. makes me very very sad. my heart feels so pain now.. hais.. i ask him a question.. "so you don love me anymore?".. his reply was like very unsure.. hais.. then he still told me.. we wont be happy, even if we were to be tgt.. hais.. it really hurts me alot..

we talk for abt 45mins.. then hug him tight.. then he left.. really cant bear to see him go.. he say that he will still come find me when he is free.. hais.. which i don think so.. and i don wan that too.. really become friends? i don wan!!! hais.. if wan bcome frens, then tt time jiu shouldn't be tgt le.. be frens all the way jiu hao.. jiu wont get hurt so much le.. hais.. 不想做你的朋友。i rather we become strangers, if we cant be tgt.. cos imagine hanging out with someone u love, as a fren. wat u mean to him is jus like wat all his other frens mean to him.. hais.. the feeling is really not good.. hais..

so during these 2 weeks tt he left.. some things happened.. he lost hp, lost name card holder, tio $300 summon for some lame reason.. so jus now i was joking with him.. "u throw me away, so now yr hp & name card holder throw u away.. " it seems like aft i noe him, and we are tgt.. everything seems to be gg on so well for him.. like his work, etc.. now, he left me.. a few things happen.. if he didn't leave me, mayb those things wont happen? hais.. mayb i'm thinking too much..

last few days i jus changed my mobile no.. i msg everyone my new no, except him.. bcos i noe he wont be contacting me anw.. but nvm.. at least i still on and check my old num everyday to see whether he msg me.. but still no msg frm him.. then my old num was diverted to my new no.. just in case he wants to contact me and cant get me.. but still.. i didn't receive any calls.. except today.. when he say wan come take his helmet..

hais.. mayb i shld really jus mia.. and take my time to forget him.. mayb i should remove the call divert.. so that i wouldn't keep thinking of whether he will contact me.. i really dunno wat to do.. 很辛苦. hais.. 我很想你。

2009-08-05T11:01:00.004+08:00

it's 2 weeks since he left.. hadn't contact me for quite some time.. hmmm.. that day ask whether he saw the disc.. he say haven.. aft so long, still haven see? how cld tt be? don't he wan to noe wat i wan to tell him in the disc? he doesnt seem interested.. hais.. or mayb he saw le, pretend nvr see.. hais.. since he do bother then forget it.. why shld i hold on, when he doesnt give a damn abt me.. hais.. i'm starting to let go.. i hope i cld forget him soon.. he got his new bike alr.. dunno when he will come find me.. to get bck his helmet.. when i saw the helmet, i think of him again.. hais.. all the memories.. dont he miss me at all? not even a bit? hais.. anw.. i changed hp no alr.. but i didnt tell him.. cos i noe tt he wldnt be contacting me anw.. so why give him my no? =X but once awhile i will still on the old no to check whether he got msg me.. haha.. and dec, my mom will be using the old no le..

hais.. i starting to fall sick soon.. like gg to have a sore throat again.. =( hope i recover soon.. hmmm.. projects left 2weeks to do.. omg.. die le.. i better get started.. haha..

2009-07-31T10:49:00.005+08:00

hmmm.. mom just asked me "when are u going to return him his 帽子?".. haha.. whenever she say "mao zi", i will feel like laughing. then i jiu told her, wait for him to come take lor.. if not, cant expect me take the big big thing take bus, go return him ba? then she "suan" me.. "tgt not long jiu break.. tt time still take kissing de photo.. so intimate.." =X and again, i nvr reply her.. no comments.. then she went to wash clothes le.. haha.. at least now she wont complain that my clothes got smoke smell le..

sch started for 3 weeks le.. and i'm still in my holiday mood. everyday slack.. don't feel like doing my projects.. hais.. i need someone to sit beside me and force me do my project. LOL! deadline for project is 17aug. omg. abt 3 weeks or less lei.. ho sei liao~

2009-07-31T08:56:00.006+08:00

^Tu Amor^

by Rbd

Mi amor I'm not sure of the right words to say
Maybe these simple words will do best to best explain
What I feel in my heart, what I feel more each day (oh)
How to make you see
How to let you know
How to say how to say
How I love you so
With words you understand
Words that get right through to your heart
Here's a place to start

Tu amor (tu amor)
I will always be
Tu amor (tu amor)
Means the world to me
Esterás siempre en mi corazón
You're the one in my soul
And I live for
Tu amor (tu amor)
Tu amor

Mi amor, love you more with each look in your eyes
Maybe these simple words will do best to best describe
What I feel in my heart, what I'll feel for all time oh
How to make you see
How to let you know
How to say how to say
How I need you so
With words you understand
Words that get right through to your soul
Words that let you know

Tu amor (tu amor)
I will always be
Tu amor (tu amor)
Means the world to me
Esterás siempre en mi corazón
You're the one in my soul
And I live for
Tu amor (tu amor)

You're the one I need in my arms
Believe me these words I say
Are words that come straight from my heart
How do I make you believe
Nothing else means as much
As what you mean to me

[Poncho] & (Anahí whisper)
Tu eres la unica en mi alma (Tu eres el unico en mi alma)
Yo te quiero (Yo te quiero)
Te adoro (Te adoro)
Tus labios (Tus labios)
Tus ojos (Tus ojos)
Mi amor (Mi amor)

Tu amor (tu amor)
I will always be
Tu amor (tu amor)
Means the world to me
Esterás siempre en mi corazón
You're the one in my soul
And I live for
Tu amor (tu amor)

--End of song--

hmmm.. until today, then i take a look at the lyrics.. sweet rite.. esp when the song was played with the video.. but everything isn't the same anymore. hais. everyday i'm missing u.. i wanted so much to see u and hug u tight. it's been 2 weeks since i last met u.. hais. i'm guess i'm going crazy soon.

2009-07-29T23:58:00.006+08:00

*ho ho ho*

do i look funny with shades? haha

today was out with honey. afternoon pei her cut hair at a mall in the east area.. then had late lunch at kfc.. awhile more jiu went home.. cos today was dad's birthday. went home for dinner. wished him happy birthday. =)

hmmm.. this morning, mom was like telling me.. actually tot of asking him come on dad's birthday. cos it's like an occasion. so can ask him come.. talk to him, get to noe him, etc.. if usual days, she wont wan ppl come. and she was like.. "didn't think tt u 2 so fast break up".. aft tt, i jiu no comments, cos i also dunno wat to say.

anyway.. let's continue.. so aft dinner, met honey again.. went town.. pei her buy things.. so sad. i can only see. cannot buy. ho ho ho~

aft tt we were discussing whether to go club.. i jio wan.. cos damn moody.. so wanna go drink and have fun.. haha.. so called my other girl. but she cant confirm with us yet. so me n honey went home first lo. aft tt girl called n ask me how. i was alr at my blk there le.. so 3 of us was like discussing. and i was at my void deck for 40mins..

cos if i go home, i don think i can come out again.. lol. so bo bian.. at void deck discuss with them.. in d end honey say need to take care her boy, girl says her guy not going.. so we decided that other time then go.. perhaps next week? hehe. =P but i'm scared that i have tonns of projects to rush.. no time to slack and have fun.. sians.. =( we shall see how..

hmmm.. i realise that i had not been taking pix for quite some time le.. i think i'm becoming more n more lazy to dress up or make up.. and my dressing and face is like so buang when i leave hse.. omg.. i don seem to care abt my image for quite some time. i think it is time for a change.. omg.. cannot so buang go out.. if not how to face the world. haha. i guess i need a makeover.. =X like tt then got ppl woo marhs. ho ho ho~ jkjk..

ahhh.. jus now reach home, saw a long loooooooooooong msn offline msg frm girl.. she was like "kai dao" me like tt.. thanks girl.. i love u.. =P

i love all my girls. you all makes my life so beautiful..

hmmm.. today honey was like telling me.. "when u have bf again, will u leave me alone?" haha.. i told her i wont.. and i hope i really wont.. i'm the type that will throw away the rest when i have bf.. it's time for a change. boyfriend is not everything.. boyfriend will not be forever.. but friends will be forever.. cheers..

2009-07-29T09:40:00.005+08:00

hais.. today was supposed to go sch to do some research for individual project. but sudddenly i don feel like going.. no mood.. even if i go sch, i also wont put in the heart n effort to do my project. hais..

i start to regret choosing to continue study.. i cant focus on my studies.. i'm thinking of him all the while.. hais. i even had the crazy thought of getting a new bf to forget him.. how stupid.. wtf. lucky it's only a thought. i wont do that in reality. hais.

it's been a week since he left me. and i'm still holding on. hoping that he will be back. but then. it seems to be of no use. this morning he msg me a similar msg tt he sent last week. saying that he see no future in us being tgt. we will be tgt if we were meant to be.. it hurts me so much seeing that msg.. and it made my cry again. hais..

sunday i went to his hse to return his things and gave him the disc.. i didn't realise that his com cnt play disc.. hais. mayb that is fate ba.. nothing i can do..

i feel so sad.. i still cant accept the truth that he had really left me.. can someone slap me hard, and scold me to my senses?

hais. i still love him alot and i miss him so much.

2009-07-28T10:27:00.005+08:00

我好想你
为什么你要离开我
don't go away...
hais..

2009-07-25T09:19:00.003+08:00

"Don't ever take a person as a priority as maybe you are just one of that person's option"

i saw this somewhere

and i think it is quite true

he was my priority, but i'm his option

and now, he threw this option away

hais. it's almost a week since i last met him

2009-07-24T01:20:00.003+08:00

jus when i feel the world is collapsing
my friends came to my rescue
they are always there for me
it's not the end of the world yet
i still have people caring for me
just that i didn't realise that
i start to treasure my friends more
thanks for being there for me
i love you all =)

2009-07-22T22:35:00.002+08:00

today just broke up with him.

he said,

"mayb we should be friends and let things cool down first",

"i'm sure we will be tgt if we were meant to be"

the moment i saw this msg, tears keep flowing down my cheeks.

i was in the bus, on my way home.

how unglam.

the guy beside me was like looking at me strangely.

but lucky he was kind enough to send the msg aft my school hours

if not i'll be crying in the lecture hall instead.

hais.

i really dunno wat he's thinking.

did i do anything wrong or something that makes him don love me anymore?

i myself feel that i've been treating him good frm the time before we were tgt, until now.

i thought that if i treat him good, care for him, give him all my love, and he will stay by my side

but i was so wrong..

he doesn't even care abt me now.

jus now i was thinking and thinking.

about wat went wrong.

and i nearly got an accident.

i wonder

if anything happened to me

will he even bother to come and see me

hais..

it's only a month

and his feelings for me faded

or izit tt time he wasn't sure whether he really love me, jiu ask me to be his gf

then i agree le, jiu get tgt..

and now finally realise that actually he don love me at all?

hais..

i keep thinking and thinking..

i still cant figure out..

=(

i really love him alot.

and i miss him so much.

but he don feel that same way as i do..

hais.

2009-07-21T21:02:00.002+08:00

你还在乎我吗？

你还爱我吗？

2009-07-21T01:31:00.003+08:00

i feel better now.

thanks girl

and frens

for being there

and putting bck a smile on my face

=P

i'm left with only 4hrs to slp. omg. haha. nitex.

2009-07-21T00:12:00.001+08:00

i never felt this way before..

tears keep flowing down my cheeks..

why am i so sad?

hais..

will things get better?

2009-07-20T22:30:00.002+08:00

i'm sad. hais

2009-07-19T23:13:00.004+08:00

things are no longer the same as it used to be...

still, i don't think bike is the reason for the change...

something is wrong somewhere...

even before the bike is sold...

i'm sad...

i'm unhappy...

it seems like u no longer treat me the same way u used to...

or mayb u don't love me anymore...

hais. i feel like mia-ing...

2009-07-18T20:12:00.000+08:00

i'm sick. =(

2009-07-17T00:11:00.002+08:00

sch started for a few days le. it's really nice to have close friend ard in the same sch. she help me in getting course materials. tgt go print notes, hang ard in sch during long break hours. thanks girl. love u. hmmm. if i'm all alone in sch, everything also blur blur. then "ho sei" liao. i'm not sociable kinda girl, nvr find new frens. no ppl help me. sure buang. haha.

wa. then sat got lesson, as well as orientation. actually don feel like going orientation. damn lazy. but since sat alr gg sch for lesson, so might as well go orientation. can noe more ppl, make new frens. like tt the easier to hang ard in sch. if not no frens, damn jialat.

but then this week i'm like getting sick on and off. first is flu, then okay le. but now i feel like getting sick again. going to have sore throat, and other illness coming up i guess.. =( and i don feel like going orientation le. cos sure alot of games n stuff. sick how to take part? and somemore still need to pay $20 for orientation. dots.

hmmm.. yst went club with my girls and her bf. clubbing will be fun if u noe how to dance. but then i dunno how to dance. so go dance floor there anyhow dance lo. omg! =X hahaha. and the song they play yst not very nice lei. last time go, they play de nicer. =)

hmmm.. recently like not much contact with boyfriend. and i cant seem to sense the sweetness that we used to have. things are like different now.

anw. just now we met up. went town to do his stuff, and went for late lunch. then nite time met up with my girl n her sis. long time nvr see her. ever since graduation day i guess. omg. i miss u, girl. let's meet up again, soon. hehe.

hais. my thoat pain sia. =( have to drink more water le.

tmr got sch. so sians. long time nvr study, not used to it. feel like slacking. hais. and i loooooooooooooooong time nvr go shopping le. =((( wait till i got money. and that shall be a long long way to go. =(

gtg slp le. nitex.

2009-07-14T22:23:00.003+08:00

i'm down with flu.

sneezing the whole day.

let's hope it's not H1N1.

if not the 200 ppl in the same lecture hall will have to be quarantined tgt with me.

and my eye is alittle swollen.

i dunno why.

mayb i always nvr remove make-up thoroughly ba.

wasn't feeling good.

i'm going to slp now.

2009-07-10T13:14:00.007+08:00

The making of Ngoh Hiang.

aft mixing ingredients and seasoning. =P

cooked. but haven toast. =X

toasting in progress~

done. time for dinner. haha. =P

b4 going girl's hse. =)

pic taken at girl's hse.

her cam is gd.

can see my reddish brown hair.

my hp take de cnt see wan. =(

take 2

ho ho ho~

me n Reyez hold hand.

so sweet. hehe. =P

haha. actually i ask girl to take pic of me n Reyez muacks

but she go and take video.

so it seems as if i'm a child pervert. keep asking Reyez kiss me. LOL!

but actually is i wan take pic only lo. was trying to pose for pic. =X haha.

2009-07-09T16:29:00.005+08:00

yo! yst went to girl's hse. wa. ask me 4pm reach. in d end she was sleeping!!! i waited for 30mins lei. call n call, nvr ans. then i bth.. go her hse knock door. haha. cos usually i don like to knock on ppl's door de. ltr disturb the parents. but bo bian. waited for 30mins le sia. =X haha.

then aft tt played with her boy. he kiss me so many times. wee~ =P so sweet. and i love to see him dance. so cute. haha. if only i could bring him home. =X LOL! hmmm.. then girl help me make-up. put fake eyelash, double eyelid sticker, etc. haha. then we use com see ppl's blog, facebook, etc. talk talk & gossip alittle. haha.

hmmm.. today was a raining day. almost rot liao. afternoon ask mummy, tgt make Ngoh Hiang wan anort. she say okay. so go buy ingredients and make lo. everything i do, only seasoning mummy help me. haha. then i MMS to dear, let him see. wanna make him drool. =P dunno ltr he got come find me anort lei. if got then can let him try my cooking skills. hehe.

wa.. now i abit headache lei.. dunno why.. =( my head feel so heavy.. lack of slp? don think so ba.. hmmm.. i wan hug hug from dear.. =( sobx.. i miss my dear.

ahhhhh.. yst i just finish doing something for dear for our first mth anni. but then like not sweet lei. i give my girl see, she say sweet. haha. mayb i will edit somemore la.. hmmm.. i will be doing something else i guess.. but i cant think of anything else lei.. i need more ideas!!! haha. thinking~~~

hmmm.. this few days saw hp shop, so went to ask abt my hp. can only sell for $50-$80. OMG lo. last week i ask, is $100-$120 like tt lor. =X dots. haha. aiya. anw, i ask for fun wan la. cos mom also don wan sign plan. sell hp le, jiu nothing to use le. haha.

sians. i haven bath. omg~ i'm so damn lazy. ho ho ho~ ltr than bath. gtg rest le. head damn pain. cya.

2009-07-07T10:18:00.006+08:00

pix taken few weeks ago. but lazy post. haha.

hehe

ho ho ho~

2009-07-07T09:33:00.005+08:00

boo! i'm here to blog again. yst went out w mummy. go bugis street. cos i told her i saw dresses @ $10 only. hehe. ask her buy for me. anw, she long time nvr buy thing for me le. ho ho ho~ but when reach there, i cant find the shop tt i saw the nice dresses. ahhhh~ omg. haha. but i saw other types of dress that i like, but then the elastic so tight. i too fat, don think can fit in. =X then the salesgirl there say she fatter than me, she also can wear, so i cfm can. but then still nvr buy la. cos don wanna risk. haha. =X aft tt went grandma hse, slack awhile then go home le.

reach home bath. eat. played game. then met up with dear. then he gave me our first month anni present. =P thanks dear.

then aft tt pei dear go see bike. he changing bike soon. he ask me for opinion. but then i no comments. haha. cos i dunno how to see bike. dear's bike is the first and only bike i sat before. haha. all the model i see, they look more or less the same to me. LOL! aft tt supper then home sweet home.

hmmm.. abt 6 more days to me n dear de first mth tgt. dunno wat to buy for him sia. my financial situation now is like... .... ... =XXX omg~ haha. but nvm. i will do up something really sweet & unique for dear.. even if it doesnt cost anything, it would still be priceless. cos i do it specially for dear de. ho ho ho~ but then i haven think of wat to do lei. girls, any ideas? hmmm.. must seriously go think abt it le. if not no time do. haha.

wa. last few days i at singtel shop saw the Nokia E63. cost $48 only, when sign up the $25 plan. still got student plan with unlimited sms. the hp so cheap lo. got WI-FI somemore. worth it lei. then i ask mummy sign up the plan. she don wan. =( humpt! must wait till my starhub plan end. which is like October 2010. =X omg. haha.

hmmm.. ltr think going out with mummy. and mayb with auntie. ho ho ho~ i hadn't been meeting my girls so quite some time. shall meet up with them soon. but most likely aft sch starts. cos tt is the time where i will at least have some $ to step out of my hse. LOL!

wa. i haven buy my sch books sia. $200 to $300 sia. lucky mother pay. but dunno when wan go buy lei. say until SIM ahh.. abit regret sia. should have chosen sterling uni instead. SIM so damn FAR lor! clementi lei. at least 1hr journey. think abt 1hr 30min sia. =X i must wake up 3hrs in advance lei. then got some days lesson at 8.30am. ki siao sia. omg! =X if choose sterling, it is at NYP there. nearer lo. haha. but then nvm la. alr choose le. anw, 1.5yrs only. shld be no prob. =P

ahhhhh.. so hungry. i go eat my breakfast. shall stop here le. =P

2009-07-06T01:47:00.002+08:00

hmmm.. today went expo with dear. pei him shop for his things. dear came to my hse fetch me. and when he reach, it start to rain. omg. haha. then bo bian. ride bike while it is raining. romance in the rain. LOL! though it is very dirty n unglam riding bike on a rainy day. but i feel that it is very sweet. i dunno why. ho ho ho~

aft tt shopping for quite long. hahaha. then when dear send me home, it rain again. but this time drizzling only. but i still feel that is is sweet. LOL. i'm crazy. i seem to love sitting on a bike during rainy days. but then damn cold. hahaha.

ahhh.. and today my dear is exceptionally SWEET!!! =P i dunno why lei. today dear keep smiling at me sweetly and telling me "i love u" and "muacks". usually also not so sweet wan lei. and it is like continuously. from i meet him ard 4pm, he say until go home, ard 1plus lei.

hmmm. and for these 9hours, i was wondering and wondering. why is dear so sweeeeeet today??? so i ask him, " izit u do something wrong, that's why so sweet?". then he say no lei. till now i also cant figure out why. i just feel so strange. hmmm.. dear. if really do anything wrong just say hor. i wont angry de. =)

muacks. i love u, dear. =P

2009-07-05T03:53:00.004+08:00

boo! i'm here to blog again. hehe. let's recap the things that happened for the week.

ahh.. omg.. i like forgot wat i did for the past few days. all i noe is thurs, fri & sat meet dear. haha. more or less the same thing we did la.. slack ard. go for supper! =X ho ho ho~

yst and today abit different. went to watch movie for consecutive two days. yst watch transformers at 1245am. wa. the show until 3.30am like that. abt 2am i jiu tired like siao le. eyes almost closed. LOL. cos i long time nvr watch late nite movie le. not used to it. usually midnite only go slack n eat only. nvr strain eyes on show wan. haha.

then today watched ice age. i think it is nicer than transformers. cos it is funny and sweet. ho ho ho~ damn nice. hehe. this time watch 0105am de. also abt 3.30am end. haha. 1.5hrs only. not so tired. haha. and it's been such a long time that i experience the CROWD when i'm out. lol. cos usually go out, very few ppl wan. hmmm. only than, that i realized that me n dear very seldom go shopping tgt. shall find a day go window shopping tgt with dear. hehe.

ahhh. and these few days was so damn broke. actually not intending to go out. just meet dear then go home le. haha. but in d end still went out..

hmmm. tmr meeting dear go expo. go see the Robinson's sales. haha. aft tt mayb go window shopping.. hehe. like quite long nvr go shopping le. =X

hahaha. wa. time passes so fast. 1 week more sch start. and the day i start sch, it is also the day that we and dear are tgt for a month. hehe. hope there are more of these "one month", "one year", "one decade" anniversaries with dear. =P actually i'm quite scared that one fine day we would start quarrelling. cos couples when tgt abt a mth or 2 jiu start quarrel le. aft tt become jialat, then rltn jiu shaky le.. =X hope that wont happen. hehe.

omg. now 4.20am le. gtg slp le. ho ho ho~ will update soon i guess. =P

2009-07-02T11:16:00.005+08:00

ho ho ho~ i just change blogskin. cos dear say my previous blogskin buang. hahaha. hope this wan is nicer? girls, give me some feedback on this blogskin. haha.

let's do a recap on things that happened this week. hmmm. mon went to the bitch's office there. she say paper throw away le. =X then bo bian. aft tt go raffles find dear. have lunch tgt. for just that one hour, having lunch tgt, is enough to make me happy for the whole day. hehe. quality time spent. love my dear. =P

aft tt went hougang. accompany my girl for interview. in d end they say she came at the wrong time slot. =X dots. waste trip. and it caused me to spend $40 lor!!! cos i was waiting for her for an hr at hougang mall. while waiting, nothing better to do, so go cotton on try clothes. bought 2 dresses. omg lo. =X haha. then when she came she saw me buy clothes, she also go try. in d end she bought the cardigen $50. omg. =X lol.

aft tt went for a k session. quite cheap. $9 only. drink $1. unlike k box. drinks $7 onwards. =X lol! aft singing jiu went home lo. wa. my bank left $11. and my girl's bank left $9. ho ho ho~ i'm $2 richer. =X omg. haha.

then tues was a nua day. stay at home rot.

yst late morning went MOM, complain abt the bitch. but i got no prove at all. bo bian. difficult to file case. cos chance of losing is higher. $96 fly liao.
=((( aft tt meet my girl, went bugis for lunch. then tgt go see fortune teller. abt our LOVE life. LOL! fortune teller say me n my dear love each other alot, and tt we will last at least for a year. but then he would not be my marrriage partner. =X haha. dunno how true is tt.

aft tt went bugis street walk walk. omg lo. many nice dresses $10 ONLY!!! and got big size wan. ho ho ho~ wait till i got money. i shall go buy. hehehe. =P girl bought 2 dresses. =( jealous jealous. ho ho ho~ =X

aft shopping go find dear. slack ard. then nite time my girls call n ask want go clubbing anort. then i say H1N1, better not. LOL! they damn angry la. cos i wan be with dear, then nvr go meet them. haha. then me n dear went for supper. actually wan go watch movie but nvr go. went for pool instead. his fren working there marhs. (he wan find chance to see her marhs) LOL! =X i damn long nvr play pool le. abt 2 or 3 years alr. omg lor. totally buang. in d end they play pool, i sit there see. awhile more dear send me home. wa. talk to my bro for like so damn long. and each of them smoke 5 cigarettes. =X ki siao. talk few hrs jiu 5 cigarette le. omg lo. 烟鬼. haha.

today is another nua day. staying at home. think watching drama. if not mayb go girl's hse see her little boy. miss him so much. esp his muacks. hehe. ltr my dear jealous. ho ho ho~

wa. just now mummy washing clothes then say my shirt damn strong smoke smell. ask my dear quit smoking. or stay far far away when dear is smoking. lol. dear. u heard tt ahh.. future mummy in law ask u quit smoking lei. if not cannot marry me le. =( but then u also don intend to marry me.. humpt. no time go ROM. =((( humpt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! don care. go take the 16 days off. 1 day for ROM thing, 5 days preparation for wedding, 2 days for actual wedding day, 8days honeymoon. just nice 16 days. hehe. =P

ahhhhhhhhhh. omg. i'm so damn bored n bo liao. thinking i'm rotting in few hours time. ho ho ho~ i miss my dear. muacks. =P

dunno dear at work got miss me anort. =( haha. i go watch drama le. nice show. u all can go watch too.

http://www.youku.com/playlist_show/id_2943265.html

it is abt a fat girl finding her prince charming. haha. so it means tt fat girl also got chance for sweet sweet love n happiness de. ho ho ho~ 肥妹万岁! =P

2009-06-29T01:04:00.003+08:00

ho ho ho~ few days nvr blog. i'm damn lazy. haha. dear like to see my blog. i dunno why. haha. so i'm here to blog.

let me recall the things i did last few days.

thurs went tpy w mummy. repair specs. then go expo food fair. also go find dear. hehe. wa. the food fair don look like food fair lei. so little ppl. and within 5min can walk finish the food fair. food so so only lei. like everywhere got sell wan. haha

hmmm.. fri is my pay day for newton job. meet my girl then go amk walk walk. then go newton take pay. then go town shopping. bought food, wallet, foundation and blusher. and half of my pay is gone. ho ho ho~ then aft tt go find dear. then go supper.

sat went band concert w my girl. long long time nvr see her le. think the last time we met was like one or two years ago? ho ho ho~ ahhh. the band music wan niceeeeeeeeeeeee. enjoyed the music. esp the last few songs. aft tt go expo again. hehe. go find dear. and i found out the reason of him being BUSY. LOL. =X hmmm. then i bought a laptop bag at Robinsons sale. forget take the sling strap. aiyo. lucky dear today help me go take. so aft tt home sweet home. reach home ab 8pm? damn early. but also good la. let my parents happy abit. if nt everyday nag me, say i go home late. haha. also can at home rest and play game.

today went another band concert w girl again. this time FOC. haha. and tt explains why there was more ppl. and the concert last for an hr only. =X haha. music was nt bad. but i prefer sat de. haha. aft tt girl went home, i went to find dear. slack ard, then go supper. home sweet hm.

tmr meet girl. actually wan ask her pei me go find the bitch in the morning. but then she cnt. so go alone first. aft tt then meet her. =P

ahhhh.. damn lazy to type. gonna go play game then slp le.

i miss my dear. *muacks my dear*

Hello World~!

2009-06-25T00:10:00.007+08:00

Hello Everybody~ It's time for........... (Just kidding)

To all the readers out there. This is *Ahem* Bernie here. it's 12.11am and here i am sitting under my dear's void deck doing nothing. so we decided to blog together.

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HIM: Two days have past... less den 10 smses to her and less den 5 calls a day. this is ridiculous. Sorry dear.. i had been really busy. there's so much in store for me for my new career... so much opportunities to grab.. i need to work hard.. i want to earn more money so that i can buy the things we want, and save up some money for the future. I miss you alot during work however, i just don't have the time to sms or call you. please forgive me dear. Once this week is over i promise i will spend more time with you. Just a little while longer. 3 more days.. - Signing off with love, Bernie Lee.

HER: hmmm. dear. i didn't blame you or anything. i just miss you alot alot, esp when we didn't get in contact for like so many hours. that's why today i sms n ask u whether you miss me anort. i noe u r busy with work. so i also refrain from sms-ing or calling you. i also hope we can spend more time tgt. even if no time, jus a 15mins of quality time tgt is also not a bad thing. like that day me n girl went raffles find you. hehe. i'm so happy when i see you. it makes my day beautiful. =P i love you so much, dear. -Signing off with love, Si Jia

2009-06-24T17:47:00.020+08:00

reyez. so cute. playing with his mummy's hp. lol.

aiyo. my girl damn naughty. put fake eyelash on her boy's eye. aiyo. haha.

so cute! =P

i love him. =P

see how sweetly he smiled, when i hug him. hehe.

aiyo. he keep moving. tts y pic blur.

hehe. =)

ho ho ho~ =P

another blur pic. haha.

at home. =X

like quite long nvr zi lian.

ever sine i'm tgt with dear. i guess. haha.

ho ho ho~ =P

hahaha. =X

me again. =X

hahahaha. another pic.

this wan was take last week i guess? cant remember. haha

take 2. =)

2009-06-24T17:01:00.004+08:00

hmmm. today stayed at home the whole day. =( cos raining. mummy don wan go out. haha. spend the whole afternoon tidying up my MESSY room. ho ho ho~ now then free.

wa. just now ex-colleague msg me. say he took his pay le. hais. his boss so good. unlike that bitch. don wan give me pay. anw. i just check the MOM website le. i think it's possible to complain/ sue her.

Cos under the section

"Changes to Employee's Terms and Conditions of Work"

"The employer cannot change the terms and conditions of employment, unless the employee agrees to it. If the employee does not agree to the changes, he should bring up the matter to his employer and try to negotiate for an acceptable agreement to both parties. If there is no agreement to the dispute, either party may choose to end the employment relationship by serving the appropriate notice to the other party."

Quoted from:
http://www.mom.gov.sg/publish/momportal/en/communities/workplace_standards/employment_standards/the_employment_act/Contract_of_Service.html

so i decided to go down to MOM on Fri. at first thought of going on Sat. cos dear no work, can ask him pei me go. but then i see the website again. they no longer open on Sat. so nvm lo. Fri then go. see which of my girls wan pei me go. hehe. =P i MUST get back my $96!!! =X ho ho ho~

yst went to my girl's hse. see his boy. so cute! hehe. and he muack me on my lips twice!!! ho ho ho~ =P evening time head down to town. aiyo. i gain back 2kg. =( so sad. haha. aft tt went to eat dinner. wanton mee not nice wan. =X haha. shop ard w girl. she spent alot of money. aiyo. i also wan buy things lei. but no money to spend le. =( i only bought a bag frm Mango. cos i really need a bag, and it is on sale. haha.

and now i'm left with only $40plus in my bank. =X but then nvm. Fri i'm getting my $300 plus pay frm ex-boss. ho ho ho~ i'm gonna buy a small sling bag and my cosmetics. if got money left, i shall buy a Guess wallet. the "lelong" wan. $39.90 only. LOL. but the design so so only. think damn out-dated liao. that's why so cheap. haha. =X

yst nvr meet dear. also nvr contact much. he busy with work. then reach home jiu slp le. same goes for today. also nvr contact much. he working, so i also try not to msg him so much. ltr disturb him. hmmm. he say today 3pm off work. but dunno why now 5plus haven contact me. also dunno wat he doing now. hais. miss him alot. =(

i dunno why i like become super glue le. feel like sticking to dear. wanting to see him every min, every sec. when he nvr reply my msg or nvr ans my call, i'll feel unhappy, and almost went crazy. if my girls r beside me, i'll nag to them, on why he nvr reply or ans. =X i think i'm becoming alittle possessive le. i must change this bad habit! =)

hmmm. i hadn't been going out with my mummy for quite some time i guess. and she is nagging at me everyday, cos almost everyday i'm out till damn late. haha. then yst dad called and "suan" me. "today go watch movie AGAIN ah? not so early come home HUH??". LOL. the way he say ahhh. really like suan me lo. hahha. damn funny.

anw. i promised mummy to go out with her or stay at home for today and tmr. tmr my girl going to court. was thinking of going with her. but then mother say i alr promised her to go out with her le. =X sorry girl. bo bian. haha.

tmr dunno mummy wan go where lei. hope it's not another boring rotting day at home. haha. =P

2009-06-23T11:13:00.005+08:00

wa. just now was blog hopping. so i hop n hop n hop. saw many ladies of my age already married with kids. how sweet it is. hehe. you noe. sometimes i really wish i could get married NOW. i told dear that many times. =X ho ho ho~ guess wat he say?

he say Mon to Fri he work. no time go ROM. Sat he need to slp. by the time he wake up the place close le. Sun also close. wa. haha. if like that, then forever don need marry le lor. =( humpt. dear don wan marry me, then i find other ppl to marry off. =X ho ho ho~ i'm just joking. dear is the only guy that i will marry. hehe. =P

so aft marriage, have kids (1 daughter first, then a son), then stay at home be hsewife. ho ho ho~ but then, to think again. early marriage definitely have many problems. cos both parties not so mature in thinking yet. so confirm quarrel all that. haha. and somemore. if i marry n stay at home be hsewife. then i'll be wasting money to study 3 years poly & 1.5 years uni. haha. =X

hmmm. yst early in the morning wake up. gave dear morning call. aiyo. call so many times still haven wake up. haha. i think an hour later than wake up. aiyo. haha. then 8am meet my girl. went for breakfast then go cycling. lucky nvr rain ah. rent 1 hr, free 1 hr. worth it. ho ho ho~ but then we cycle till buttock pain. =X

oO. and recently she just bought a Polaroid camera. so we took some pix. and omg. i look so damn fat. but then the pic quality is so good. damn nice. and it is so cute. instant photo. hehe. once you snap, jiu can get the photo le. but it's quite costly. cos have to buy the flim and also 4 AA battery.

hmmm. was thinking whether to buy aft i take pay. ho ho ho~ i still have many things haven buy. my priority is a bag and cosmetics. the rest can wait. haha. i'm waiting for sch to re-open. so that i will have pocket money. ho ho ho~ cos nvr work, it's really damn jialat. cos you will have many free time to do shopping. and definitely spend money. =X and not much left alr. hahaaha. but then i also lazy to work. that's why i wanna get married. =XXX hehe. =P

so aft cycling. me and girl went parkway walk awhile. nothing much there la. so decided to head down to raffles. cos i miss my dear marhs. so i tell girl that i wanna show her my dear. hehe. so went there lo. girl says i "you yi xing, mei ren xing". lol. cos i keep dear here, dear there. keep telling her abt my dear. haha. =X and whenever i have a bf, my girls will be moved from "Prioritized list" to second place le. ho ho ho~ =X how bad rite. hehe. =P

and oh ya. yst my dressing was like omfg. really buang to the max. i wore shorts and a t-shirt. cartoon de somemore. omg lo. imagine wearing that walking ard in CBD area. =X hahahaa. anw, aft seeing dear le, me n girl went changi airport. see aeroplane. ahhhhhhhhh~~ makes me so tempted to fly off to overseas. feel like marrying, and go for honeymoon. in places that has snow and have damn nice scenery during xmas time. hehe. how sweet rite. =P

eat dinner le, then went to find dear. miss him so much. =P aft tt pei him go eat supper. then reach home abt 2am. considered early le. haha. cos me n dear always go out will damn late. so should i say, we usually reach home damn early. like 4am or 6am? hahahaha~ omg. lol. parents keep nagging. but i told them now holidays marhs. sch re-open wont le. cos wont have the time, and also wont have the energy to stay u so late. haha.

hmmm. ltr meeting my girl. at home eat lunch le, go her hse see her little boy. then we shall head to town. i hope i got slim down. ho ho ho~ =P

oO. such a long post. haha. i realized that i blog only when i'm damn bored. cos usually i'm lazy. hehe. =P

and oh ya. yst damn funny. my mummy talk to me in msn. and here it goes.

judy says:
wat time going out 2morrow

judy just sent you a nudge.

sijia ^130609^ says:
8am

judy says:
wow your photo kissing u dare 2 show

judy says:
just knowing so brave to kiss, don scare viru ah

judy just sent you a nudge.

sijia ^130609^ says:
aiya. no kiss la

sijia ^130609^ says:
anyhow say

sijia ^130609^ says:
pose for take photo la

sijia ^130609^ says:
nvr see got space in between mehs

judy says:
far away ppl see, think of kiss, if not u ask simin to comment

sijia ^130609^ says:
aiya. wont la

judy says:
better behave yurself esp in public

sijia ^130609^ says:
ya la

sijia ^130609^ says:
aiyo

haha. my mummy damn cute rite. lol. and i really forgot that i added her in msn. and she noe how to use. omg lo. haha.

hmmm. i miss my dear so much. hehe. ahhh.. i dunno why, i'll smile whenever i recall dear asking me that question. haha. dear always ask me, "dear, how do superman fly?" haha. at first i dunno jiu show him. and he did some unglam actions. =X omg. so whenever he ask me, i just cant stop laughing. i would nvr show him how superman fly. damn unglam. LOL.

i find my dear so cute. it makes me love him more and more everyday. everything thing he do makes me smile or laugh. i'm really happy with my dear. hehe.

i shall stop here for today. will update soon i guess. =)

2009-06-22T00:05:00.002+08:00

fri nite meet my dear. hehe. went to little india there for supper. next day both us tummy ache. =X haha. but the restaurant like high class lei. and the nasi briani nice lei. dunno why eat le tummy ache. mayb unhygienic ba. haha.

sat actually bringing ah ma go home. but mummy change plan, say sun then bring her home. so all of us will be staying at home. i was like OMG~ ltr like fri again. rotting at home. so decided to travel to the east side. surprise dear. ho ho ho~ cos actually sat not planning to meet him de marhs. so by the time i reach the mall there, he just nice wake up. haha. i did some shopping n then meet him. nite time went for supper. then go cine. actually wan watch movie de. but like no show lei. n somemore parents call n nag. ho ho ho~ =X mummy say papa wan wait for dear at hse downstairs wait for him n talk. haha. in d end bluff wan la. dear wan come to my hse meet them, mummy also don wan. haha.

today bring ah ma go home. then went compass point w mummy. eat n shop ard. wa. saw some dress quite nice, so went to try. can fit in, but then is like OMG~ cos looks damn tight. ho ho ho~ it's time to lose some weight. then can fit into those pretty dresses. haha. but don think that day will come. cos i'm always eating n eating. n damn lazy to exercise. ho ho ho~ hmmm. so aft shopping went home. nite time meet dear at my hse void deck. play games. hehe. the addictive games. those games damn difficult lo. i really CMI wan. but dear pro lei. test out the game awhile jiu can play le. haha. time passes damn fast when i'm with dear. two hours we spent just passes like the wind. haha. and my laptop is out of batt. so jiu decided to go home le lo. it's really nice to spend time with dear. i'm so happy with dear ard. hehe. love my dear so much.

hmmm.. i realised that recently i've been wearing very "shui bian" when i'm going out. haha. just shorts n a shirt. haha. first. it's casual. second. it is cooling. third. don have to think of wat to wear or match. just grab any shirt, wear slippers or sandles jiu can go le. haha.

today msg ex boss. ask him whether i can take pay at an earlier date. then he say no. co. policy. so must wait. haha. when take pay le, i shall buy a bag and mayb a wallet. and definitely my cosmetics. i realised that i'm used to making up. if i nvr make up, my face is buang like dunno wat. haha. =X

think i'll stop here for today. back to playing the addictive games. hehe. =P

2009-06-19T19:52:00.005+08:00

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh. i cant take it anymore!!!

i'm so damn BORED~~~

=XXXXX

hais... ... ... ...

i'm rotting soon~~~

ho ho ho~~

last time everyday work. damn shag n tired like hell. then now sudddenly don need work. can slack away the hours. but it is so damn boring. shopping and going out is the only way to kill time. but then today grandma at my hse, so have to stay at home. and so. i'm rotting~~~ i cant find enough things to do. today i did some handicraft thingy. in-house k session. singing oldies. =X find some songs to listen. wash clothes. watch tv. and i am so damn bored~~~~~~~~ ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~~~~ omg. =XXX

i miss my dear so so so so so so much too!!! dunno he off work le marhs? he haven call or msg me lei. =( feel like meeting my dear NOW. ho ho ho~

2009-06-18T22:13:00.002+08:00

boo! wa. few days ago was sick. had a bad flu. then i slept for nearly 12 hours. my girl called me n i didn't ans. sorry girl.

wa. then yst something unpleasant happened. don wanna say le la. that bitch. cheat our money. hais. the only thing we could do is to wait... ... ... wait for the guy to talk things out with the bitch. then see how. but i think 90%, the $96 fly liao. =( aiya. don wan say abt it le. spoil my mood. hmmm. let's talk abt something nice n sweet.

hmmm. recently i'm like meeting my dear almost everyday. cos we miss each other alot. hehe. so die die also must meet. even if it is just a while. hehe. new couples are like that wan marhs. one or two mths or years later, dunno will it be the same? haha.

i miss my dear so much now. even though i just met him 4 hours ago and talk to him 30mins ago. ho ho ho~ love me dear so much! =P bleah~

oO. yst went clubbing with my dear, my girls, their guy, n the fren. happy to have dear beside me at such a crowded place. i love the way he "protect" me. hehe. how sweet. =P hmmm. i feel rather bad. cos dear next day got work, yet still accompany me to club. send me home n reach home only abt 4plus. slept for 2 hours only. =( sorry dear. next time we don go out will so late during weekdays le okay. hehe.

oh ya. and i slowly realised that dear is different from other guys. he isn't like the majority. it is the little things that counts. these few things is enough to make me realise how good he is. i'll definitely treasure him and love him with all my heart. =P *muacks*

dear is back! yay! shall end here le. =P

2009-06-15T00:29:00.005+08:00

oO. yst start to fall sick. like sore throat like that. wasn't feeling well. think is lack of sleep or too heaty le. =( anyway, today meet dear. was happy. and i feel that my throat not as bad as yst le. thanks, dear. hehe.

hmmm. recently, dear was rather stress over his job thing. hope that things will get better. thou i cant help out anything, but i'm always here for u, dear. =P

i dunno why. i feel damn frustrated when ppl msg or call me unnecessarily. i feel so irritated. i'm only interested in messages or calls from dear. or my girls. dear is my everything. hehe. i love you, dear.

oO. i found another job. omg. i wonder how it would be like. hope it'll be great. ho ho ho~ but 6 hours is like quite long hours. i'm so lazy to work. aft such a long n sweet weekend. hahaha~ =P

hehe. i edit de.

sweet sweet love. =P

dear edit for me de. hehe. =P

130609

2009-06-13T17:49:00.004+08:00

hmmm. 130609 is a nice date. I found the love of my life. I'm taking my very first step out of the fear of being in a relationship.

I feel that i can trust and rely on him. And of course i hope that wat i felt is true. If not, when those things i fear happen, i guess i wld become a lesbian already. Can totally give up on guys le. haha! =X But then again, i think my dear wouldn't be so curel to do such a thing to me. =P

Hmmm. I wonder how long we could last. haha. but no use thinking also. cos you'll nvr noe wat will happen the next moment. so always live your life to the fullest everyday. be prepared for just anything. =P

I'm starting everything all over again. I'm gonna forget everything in the past and start a fresh new relationship. So, i've been trying hard, not to think of things like "unfaithful", "3rd party", "fling", all those kinda things. haha. A relationship should have trust. Being paranoid will harm my sweet relationship with dear. =P

I''m no longer young. Must find a serious relationship. Dating for 5 years, then at age 25 can marry le. hehe. =P

*Sweet Sweet Love*

Bernie Lee is MINE!!!

Ho Ho Ho! =P

2009-06-13T17:02:00.011+08:00

*my dear & me*

i love this pic. hehe.

at my hse doorstep take pix. haha.

omg. my face buang. =X

aiyo. eye bag so big n obvious. but dear say cute. =X ho ho ho~

lighting so bright. haha.
and whose hand is that? omg.

hmmm. i forget where this place is le. =X ho ho ho~
if i'm not wrong is Cosy Bay ba.

that's me. =P

light green tank top. ho ho ho~

2009-06-11T21:20:00.002+08:00

boo! ho ho ho~ yst went club w my girl. omg~ guess wat? i forgot to bring IC. aiyo. and she was like nagging me all the way. lol! aiya. me suah ku wat. only go club few times b4. n that was like dunno how looooooooooong ago~ so forgot marhs. ho ho ho~ so bo bian. go bck home take.

oO. and clubbing was fun. hehe. actually my main purpose of going club is to drink. but most ppl go club is to dance. hahaha~ =X bo bian. i dunno how to dance. but my girl pull me go dance floor. so just try lo. make some idiotic move n pretend to be dancing. =X ho ho ho~ oO. and yst a stanger sang to me. lol. he was practically shouting the song to my ear. so damn loud. =X lol.

wa. recently like keep going out till quite late. for supper. for slacking. for singing. ho ho ho~ n my parents were like nagging. hahaha~ aiya. holidays marhs. must enjoy. if not July start sch sian diao. no time for entertainment. haha~ i told my mom that. n she said that was excuses. ho ho ho~ =X

2009-06-10T17:56:00.002+08:00

ho ho ho~ today is my last day working @ newton. hehe. but pay muz wait till end of mth then get. =( oO. i realized tt my promoter job de pay. i spend until left a quarter i guess. ho ho ho~

oO. and time passes so fast. a mth more. i'm starting uni. omg~ i cant imagine that i'm going bck to sch to study. omg~ projects. exams. test. assignments. ahhhhhhhhhhhh~ omg~ ho ho ho~ but lucky it's only 1.5years. 3 years poly also can endure le. so 1.5years shouldn't be a problem i guess? hehe~

oh ya. June is always a nice month for me. hehe. =P

2009-06-06T21:49:00.002+08:00

2009-06-06T21:22:00.003+08:00

ho ho ho~ today was a happy day.

shopping shopping shopping~~~ wee~ =P

today bought quite a few things. clothes. accessories. perfume. paid hp bills as well. so i calculated today's expenditure. and it was more than $200. ho ho ho~

actually the clothes n accessories that i bought was more or less cheap and on sale. cos of GSS. the only expensive thing i bought was perfume. $100. ho ho ho~ but it smell nice la. hehe~ =P i'm so so so happy.

hmmm.. i feel like buying a bag. cos all my bag spoil until jialat liao. but then i still haven decide wat type of bag to buy. was aiming the Guess bag. but almost $200. omg~ if buy le not much money left for entertainment n other expenses for the rest of my future shopping days.

oO. and then vivocity was selling pink external hard disk 320GB at $89.90 only. promotion till tmr only. dunno whether i shld buy. ho ho ho~ i seem to have a lot of things to buy. oh god. save me pls. ho ho ho~~~ =P

and i calculate my money. if i were to buy acer laptop. i don need to go out for the rest of my life le. stay at home rot. ho ho ho~ money is limited. i need to save.

oO. and thanks friends. for stopping me from having the thought of buying the pink acer netbook. hahaha~ i finally get the thought of that out of my mind. wee~ =P

2009-06-03T18:45:00.002+08:00

boo~ i'm so so so happy. fri sat sun no work. then mon to thurs work 12pm to 4pm only.

ho ho ho~ i wanna go shopping!!! hehehe~ tmr will be meeting my girls to go shopping. or mayb singing. see how lo. and since fri no work. don need go home early. wahahahas~ feel like going out till damn late. oO.

hmmm.. that day last day of work went out for supper with fren. omg~ the burger so damn big. =X eat until stomach wan burst liao. ho ho ho~ and tt day was the first time in my life sitting on a bike. ahhhh. omg~ at first so damn scary. but then lucky fren was a safe rider. and i overcome the "first time" fear of sitting bike. ho ho ho~ i love the strong wind blowing, and at the same time admiring the nice scenary at the marina area. oO. he brought me to a few nice places. the lights n atmosphere there was good. damn nice. ho ho ho~ and i simply love the "initial d". damn cool n fun. hahaha~

hmmm.. today atually ask my girls wanna go ladies nite anort de. ho ho ho~ in d end decided that mayb next week then go. hehe~ =P

2009-05-30T23:04:00.003+08:00

boo~ tmr last day of work. for promoter job. ho ho ho~

why quit? reason very simple. damn low pay. high sales target. long hrs. boring. stress

for telemktng job was okay. jus tt some of the days, start to drop in no. of appts. lucky boss was gd. nvr gif me stress. and i also tried my best. =P so shall continue working for him. but if i were to drop in performance until jialat. then bo bian. eat cuttlefish. haha~ even if get fired also nvm. treat it as a loooooooooooong holiday again. hehehe~

haven been resting ever since 30 April. EVERYDAY was working. Mon to Sun. omg~ the only rest day was my graduation day. took off. aft graduation go home rest. hahas.

so now. i'm so so so happy. at least now i have my Sat & Sun FREE~ woots~ yay!!! gonna date my girls out for shopping. singing. movies. gossiping. plus many many more~ and guys. who wan date me out? ho ho ho~ like don haf lei. =X

as for Fri. cos last time i had promoter job. so negotiate w tele boss say work Mon to Thurs only. so June onwards no more promoter job. i was thinking whether to work telemktng for Fri as well. but mom ask me don work lei. more time to rest n go out enjoy. ho ho ho~ and i'm damn lazy too. so see how ba. =P

ahhhhhhhhhhh. i hadn't been to shopping for sooooooooooooo loooooooong. and i haven buy anything for many many mths. aft pay day, i shall buy n buy like siao. but then. have to save $ too. cos i don plan to keep working. i wanna slack~~~

slack = go out = entertainment = spend $ = bankrupt = stay at home = rot.

ahhhhhhhhh... omg~ i don wanna rot.. hahahas~

anw. gonna slp soon. tmr haf to work. nitex. =P

2009-05-28T22:28:00.003+08:00

today. at J8 de toilet. haha.

yst b4 going work. oO. i bought this skirt few mths ago i think. yst then start to wear. haha.

tues. b4 going work. ho ho ho~

why is my face so red? aiyo. think my blusher put too "gao" le. haha

today. graduation ceremony~

2009-05-25T16:45:00.018+08:00

Graduation. Class of 2009

that's me. ho ho ho~

nicer background
me n parents. =P

me n mom

take 2

me n dad

me n parents

me n wifey no. 1.

me n wifey no. 2.

the ladies. my poly clique. =P

aft graduation. went nyny for lunch! =P

me n mummy

me n food~ =P

jus me.

seafood platter! =P

chicken.

aiyo. jus now actually i type v long de. but the blogger ki siao. so everything deleted. =( now lazy type out le la.

basically is all abt my work de la. abt tt idiot boss. hais. don wanna talk abt it le. anw. the promoter job i working till next week jiu quit le. yay! but i still continue working for telemktng. haha~ more relax le. =P

some pix

2009-05-25T16:36:00.007+08:00

ho ho ho~ it's grandma b'day. yummy buffet~ =P

cute nephew. the other niece n newphews not here yet.

mom, grandma, me n dad. bro n gf haven come. wa. see my working uniform? sians lo. aft grandma b'day muz go work. ppl enjoying, i go working. haha! =X

this was last week. mac's breakfast with mom n auntie b4 gg work. see ppl there happy happy eating then go shopping. happy saturday. but i eat le mus go work. sians~

mummy~

this was quite some time ago. went to the new mall at bugis there. haha.